1 Prologue

When I was a child, I always thought that I was special, but as I grew up, I realized that fate was not kind to me. I grew up in an orphanage near Philadelphia, USA. As a child, I was a very smart child, which is why I grew up with a slight superiority complex, and my success in school did not help either. Although I grew up arrogant, I did not show him to others in the way that peers could not be friends with me.

It was fun at school, there I met my friends, we often spent the night with each other, played games until the morning, went to the same club. After that I found a wonderful girl, as it seemed to me at the time. Marie was a sweet and innocent girl at that time. We met her at a party with a friend's younger sister, she could not speak to anyone, so I was the first to take the initiative. After the party, we exchanged contacts with her, and the next day we went on a date and that's when our relationship began.

When I graduated from college, I was unable to enter adulthood normally. Friends with whom I spoke since school left me after taking half of my savings, and the girl ...

Memories.

After an extremely grueling day at work, I was returning home. Today was probably the worst day of my life. First, the car almost hit me, then the phone crashed and my intuition tells me that this is not the worst thing.

Getting closer to home, I felt that something very bad was going to happen, it was alarming. Opening the door to the house, I called Marie, but there was no answer. I quickly took off my jacket and ran to our room, and the closer I got, the worse I felt. Entering the room, I found my girlfriend with a boyfriend. My breath caught, I looked at them for about 5 seconds. Seeing that she was cheating on me, I felt an unprecedented anger, I wanted to kill them, but I understood that there would be serious consequences behind this, but in anger I began to beat the guy so hard, that after a minute he passed out, his whole body was red from the beatings, blood was flowing from his nose and mouth. Switching my attention to the girl, I saw only a trembling body, I was disgusted to look at her and touch, so I kicked her out of the house. The court soon followed, I had to pay the last money for a lawyer and a fine. Anger was still in me so that I decided to take revenge on Marie. The plan was simple, I sent our porn video to Marie's parents and friends. I haven't seen her since.

End.

After that incident, I began to radically change myself. The first thing I started to do was train my body. After six months of training, my muscles began to stand out, they were not large. If you describe my body, it was beautiful, thin, but strong. Noticing how quickly my body is improving, the coach advised me to take up martial arts. Deciding to do it, I found a dojo where they taught kendo, kyudo (archery), and karate. I had a talent, but then I realized that all this does not give me pleasure, and I started looking for what I like from chess to participating in porn. And then one day I found an advertisement on the Internet about tutoring, having called, I made an appointment in a day. The next day I met a 45-year-old woman who didn't stand out in anything and a girl who was 17 years old. The girl's name was Emma, ​​she was pretty sweet and a little shy. After talking, I realized that the girl did not understand algebra and physics, after talking with her I decided to start teaching her. Suddenly it started to be a great pleasure, especially to see her enthusiasm for her studies. With each lesson she improved her knowledge and became better and better. It filled me with happiness. Over time, the girl began to fall in love with me and after the end of one of the classes, she confessed to me, although I did not feel feelings for her, the forbidden relationship made me feel good, so I agreed. Of course, everything comes to an end and 8 months after the start of the relationship, the mother of this girl found porn with me. After I got fired, that was to be expected. I decided to part with Emma in a way that I did not have serious feelings for her, it was difficult to calm her down, but everything worked out and we parted on a good note.

After losing my job, I stayed at home and watched anime and TV series as I had enough money to live carefree for a couple of years. Unfortunately, one day when I was out shopping for groceries, I was attacked by a couple of thieves. I started to resist, as I had experience in fights, but one of the criminals had a pistol. I tried to avoid the bullet, but it hit my kidney. It was then that I realized that I was going to die, but I was not going to die alone, therefore, snatching a knife from one of the thieves, I began to cut his throat and pierce his chest, and when I was left alone, my eyes began to darken.

And so I ended up here ...