1 Chapter 1

I stare at myself in the mirror.

I have dark circles under my eyes, I look dead. It's been weeks since that unfateful event.

I remember it all again, I feel fat tears falling again. I look straight to my eyes in the mirror, I didn't even bother blinking the tears away neither wipe them, I just stare at my dull reflection. My ebony black hair is a mess on top of my head and my pale brown eyes looks alot more paler almost dead. I just listen to the heart that is pounding vigorously inside my chest though no emotion can be seen in my face nor my eyes, just mere emptiness.

I rip my eyes away from the mirror and look down, the tears are long gone. I just stared again for what felt like forever and then I decided that I should get ready for school. I quickly slipped in my large hoodie and a pair of jeans with my converse. I just put my hair in a top knot, I didn't bother fixing myself, I have too many going on in my head that I didn't have the strength to make myself presentable.

I headed downstairs and I saw my mom at the counter preparing a breakfast, when she noticed my presence she turned around and smiled at me, she have the same dark circles under her eyes and she clearly look tired. You can tell she is really trying so hard to mend what is broken.

"Goodmorning sweetie. I cooked some bacon and eggs in case you wanted to eat because your brother left early. By the way I can drive you to school I am going to work my shifts today." She said while flipping the eggs.

I just hummed as a reply.

We ate in silence, I actually pity my mom. She is the most affected in all this happenings. I love her so much but I just don't know what to do, I'm just as broken as her.

We headed to the car and we drove in silence.

After what felt like forever we arrived at school. I climbed out the car but before I close the door I kissed my mom on the cheek, she seems surprised by the sudden act but nevertheless smiled at me.

"I love you, Mom." I said with a smile, a genuine one. I saw her eyes glossed out.

"I love you too sweetie, enjoy school." And with that I closed the door.

I walked to the big wooden doors of Blue Meadows High School and I am instantly greeted by the hustling of the students on the hallway. I quickly headed to my locker and gather my things and go to my first subject of the day. I walked down the hallway head held down when suddenly I hit a wall... with arms.

I immediately regain my composure and walk again but this time alot faster but then stopped by the wall so I looked up unemotionally and I was surprised by the appearance of the wall, he is gorgeous. But I still refused to show my emotions. He looked at me and I can tell he is surprised by how dead I might look now but he quickly masked it up and harden his stare at me.

I eventually feel uncomfortable under his stare and I quickly look down but I feel his hands under my chin and forcibly made me to look up to stare at his face, this time he has a gorgeous smirk plastered on his gorgeous face.

"Hey there cupcake. I will assume that you like me because you clearly bumped to me intentionally because I am just too gorgeous for you to approach, well worry not cupcake I noticed you now." He whispered into my ear huskily, but I still kept my straight face. I am just too tired to deal with all of this.

"Will you please let go of me." I said with the coldest of voice I have. I can see that it takes him by surprise so he slowly let go of me and I continued my walk down the hallway.

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Love lots

Reese xx♡

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