5 Ch 5 "Ashton"
Ashton : Are you uncomfortable or what?
Lorraine : No..why you say that?
Ashton : Because I am trying to talk to you...and open topics but you keep silent
Lorraine : "chuckle" No it's how I am...plus I don't talk to guys that much....like I talk to them and everything don't get me wrong but not for too long you got me?
Ashton : I got you very well take it as new experience then
Lorraine : You should be at your lecture...then why are you walking around?
Ashton : Obviously the professor kicked me and I was walking alone till I heard your music and you?
Lorraine : Same thing "giggle"
Ashton : Well...I guess we don't have good experiences with our professors then "giggle"
Lorraine : I agree with you one hundred percent on this "smile"
Ashton : The professors mind are so gloomy and confusing telling you I need creative ideas I need to see your ideas but it end up doing a copy of their ideas!
Lorraine : I am sure not all Professors do this but yeah you are right..
Ashton : Yeah....they will finish after five minutes....
Lorraine : Yeah I guess they finished now I can see my friends over there..."smile" it was so nice to meet you Ashton I hope it's not gonna be our last time
Ashton : I hope so...um Lorraine can I have your number so I can text you?
Lorraine : Sure......here you are bye!
Ashton : Bye!
Chloe : Who is that?
Lorraine : Ashton my new friend!
Emma : You exchanged us with that boy!
Lorraine : I don't need your stupid comments now for real we became friends from 15 minutes or something how come I exchange you at least give me one day!
Emma : "laughing" Alright Alright....but good choice he looks nice
Lorraine : Come on why you two wanna see my wedding that badly "laughing"
Chloe : So we can be pride's maid me and Emma will wear match clothes on your wedding it's gonna be so much fun!
Lorraine : Why don't you be that bride?
Chloe : Sorry just a bride's maid..
Emma : The point is that you are gonna be more responsible than us if you became a "wife"
Lorraine : Not that responsible girls am I acting that old?
Chloe : You are confusing , sometimes you act childish other times you act mature...look you are stuck between childhood and adulthood
Emma : I am impressed actually...I have a hope now for you two..
Lorraine : Balancing in anything is a good thing in general so this is a compliment for me I guess...and Emma shut it please!
Emma : Alright I will don't get mad!
Lorraine : Thank you..
Chloe/Emma : Welcome!
Lorraine : But I won't change my mind...this step is so FUCKING sensitive and not only for me not only for you but for any two couples
Chloe : Fine...I am so tired today!
Emma : we have a lot to study and mentally I am not ready...no for real the papers are too much and with that professor it's even worse!
Lorraine : We have to go directly to the principle one day oh by the way Emma send me anything talking about the lecture today please.
Emma : Don't worry!
Lorraine : Alright I gotta go now bye!
Chloe : Bye!
"Today is not my day I guess...I hope I don't face something else"
Josh : Hey Lorraine how was your day?
Lorraine : Good...
Josh : It doesn't seem so...
Lorraine : Today wasn't the best I guess it's normal because the college and the Professor , forget it it's a boring topic anyway tell me what are you doing?
Josh : I was checking some papers and chilling...I have some pancakes wanna some? "smile"
I stood up grabbing glass of water while replying to my father
Lorraine : No thanks...tell me you look so shinny today what reason?
Josh : Aha...got a problem or what?
Lorraine : No at all , I will go to my room I can barely open my eyes good luck dad!
After taking warm shower relaxing my body....my body is so heavy like I can sink in my bed sheets and as I was going to my dream land I got a notification on my phone from an unknown number and my head right now is not processing anything I ignored it and went to sleep but I got another notification so I opened the message
Ashton : Hi Lorraine it's Ashton..
this is my number...
"Ugh why is he texting me now...forget it I will text him later like you always ignore your friend's text messages so it's not the big deal!"
Lorraine : What am I even thinking god!
"But what if that's rude?!"
Lorraine : Alright then "sigh"!
Lorraine : Hey!
Ashton : I hope I didn't cut whatever you were doing..
"Ugh really"
Lorraine : No it's fine I wasn't doing anything...
Ashton : So..I was thinking why can't we introduce ourselves...so we can know each other well
Lorraine : Sounds good!
Ashton : I will go first..so my name is Ashton Moore I am the oldest son and have two sisters , our family condition kinda suck actually since my parents got divorced and the three of us with our mother here it's kinda hard life you know
Lorraine : What about your father?
Ashton : My father went to Chicago..and got married and have a boy from her , we barley see him he created his new lifestyle but we are not included on his plan he won't remember us unless we talked to him
"I like the way he talk casually about his problems...well done!"
Lorraine : That sucks!
Ashton : I know..you don't get everything you want...
Lorraine : Why! why do we keep this on our mind this is the main reason why we fail!
Ashton : I don't get you?
Lorraine : Keeping saying we don't get everything will not help at all , you have to convince yourself that you can do it and you can get what you want...giving up is not my thing at all Ash you have to know this thing!
Ashton : Well said...I liked what you said
Lorraine : You should I don't talk randomly I have to set my words..
Ashton : Yes...I see!
" "chuckle" to what this chat will end...that's interesting"
We started talking for too long...I don't know 2 hours , and it was fun I enjoyed our talk it made us closer we knew each other better it was so fast in my opinion like to get use to Chloe and Emma it took me two weeks or something...but Ashton's conversation was going pretty smooth I guess this is the fun part about talking to guys I believe , I didn't even realize that I was smiling the whole time!
Ashton : That was pretty fun!
Lorraine : We were just talking sir what's fun?
Ashton : Don't play the hard one , I bet you are smiling now maybe you were smiling from the very early who knows?
Lorraine : Are you spying me?
Ashton : Then I am right!...told you don't play the hard one it doesn't fit...
Lorraine : I will try to take your words...I gotta go now
Ashton : Alright then you can text me when you are free.
Lorraine : Sure!
I put the phone beside me and was about to go to sleep but I heard a knock on the door
Lorraine : Enter!
Josh : You didn't sleep?
Lorraine : No actually I was texting a friend..
Josh : A friend! new friend?
Lorraine : Yeah "smile" tell me you need something
He was a bit scared...and confused not well at all me myself got nervous so I sat well holding his hands that was shaking slightly!
Lorraine : Dad what's wrong?
Josh : Listen Lorraine...you know that I love you right?
Lorraine : What's wrong dad can you be straight forward please..
The way he is talking to me write now...is different from anytime he talked me before he is...more nervous than that day when I was little...maybe because I became mature and I will have a different reaction than the little girl me!
Lorraine : Dad what's wrong!
