17 Ch 17 "True love?"

I stood by the window playing a soft song...relaxing...Chloe and Emma stayed the night here with Lucinda both of them shared the guest room and me with Lucinda....the moon light was so bright and the weather was so calm cold breeze hit my face made me close my eyes slowly my emotions started to play a good role in the music like I haven't realized that till I stopped , my fingers knew where it should go I finished putting the violin down looking at the cold calm sky thinking can you see me from up there Marry? can you sense how much I missed you and how lonely I feel now? or up there is more beautiful and peaceful so you forgot about me easily?...a tear slipped running on my cheek I chuckled knowing that she won't reply to me...even if I screamed for her help!

"Why did you stop?"

I turned around and found Lucinda putting one of her hands behind her head and one on her stomach her head looking up at the ceiling while closing her eyes

"Since when you are awake Lucy" I turned around facing the window once again

"Since you started playing....what makes my pretty Lor sad ha? although you played pretty smoothly but it sounded a bit sad is there something" She turned to my direction my back was facing her

"I don't feel alright Lucinda...I feel that something is wrong I-I just don't know" I ruffled my hair in frustration

"Easy on you...everyone have their own problems...some needs people's opinion and some need their own help.....tell me when you are ready...but you need to calm down and be fresh , you have a date tomorrow and I am still telling you don't go"

I didn't react at all....when you feel that you are surrounded by tons of things you just need to turn off your mind...I just smiled and held my violin

"Wanna hear something Lucinda?" I set the violin ready waiting for her reply

"Please! calm one would be good" She looked back to the ceiling taking a deep breath , and it seems that not only me who need someone to talk with

"You got this!" I started once again , looking to the sky feeling that my mum is watching me proudly

"You know Lorraine how bad it feels when you love someone and that person just....doesn't care , destroys only!"

I stopped playing when I heard Lucinda speak , I turned around and I found her started tearing up I went up to her and held her hand she chuckled and sat up on the bed and tightened on my hand trying not to cry

"It hurts! badly! when you give that person all the power you have all the love you have but in returns he break you into pieces in front of all people!" She was trying to control her temper hardly!

"You had never told me about this....he really did?!"

"On his birthday" She smiled "And in front of all the guests he told them how pathetic I am , and how easy I fell in love their sarcasm and laugh made me freeze in my spot....but does that mean that I ran like all those girls" She chuckled "Instead I came up on stage with forceful smile and slapped him as his birthday gift , without dropping any tears , made his birthday his worse when I told him out loud that actually I cheated on him" She chuckled once again

"How did you-"

"Of course I didn't it's just so I can make him boil in anger in front of everyone and make him look pathetic , and it worked I am strong but just from the outside but inside....I am weaker than you expect Lorraine!" She sniffed taking a tissue from beside her "When you choose....pick wisely.....or else you will regret spending your time with a worthless person"

I narrowed my eyes "So all of this just to warn me from Sam?"

"No!.. you just reminded me of the situation because of your goddamn music" She started laughing and that was my target!

"Here is the beautiful smile of Lucy!"

"We should sleep now....COME ON!" She said pulling me beside her putting one of her legs on me trapping me

"Sleep or I will sleep on you , you have the right to choose" She spoke while her eyes close

"I am sleeping SLEEPING damnit!" I said

next day I was preparing the lunch with aunt Carla and Lucinda each one of us had a task while chit chatting and laughing

"So at night we will make some pop-corn and stay together at night watching movie.. god I really needed this" Aunt Carla said with excitement that made me chuckle

"I don't think it will happen today mum , Lorraine have a date" Lucinda said glaring at me

"A date? with who?" Aunt Carla stopped chopping and looked at me

"You won't believe at all mum....with Sam!" Lucinda smirked

"Sam!? that's pretty...weird?"

"It's not Carla he is my friend and also part in my team"

"Interesting.." Aunt said narrowing her eyes while taking a bite from the carrot she was chopping

"You think so...really?" Lucinda said

"I heard his music one time , and his music was pretty great I would say...plus he looks pretty hot you know if I wasn't dating your father I would go with him but my age doesn't help" Carla said joking

"Taking Sam as my step-father" Lucinda chuckled "Mum I am 2 month older than him! slapping him is legal and with the stupid Sam it's double YAS" Lucinda said hitting the spoon hardly at the end of what she was saying making me and Carla laugh

I got a phone call from Sam he was telling me to prepare and he will pick me up so I excused them and went to prepare myself 10 minutes and I he arrived

"Hello!" He smiled

"You didn't take so much time actually"

"Normally I take longer than that...but when it comes to fun...then time is precious" he said and started to drive

"And where is that place you didn't tell me?"

"So I was thinking what would fit you...so I said you would like to watch a movie and....play have some fun what do you think?"

"Awesome!" I said clapping in excitement

"so HERE WE GOOO!" He said speeding up