1 The invitation

It was an early morning sun shining so bright birds chirping butterflies flying it was all beautiful until...My alarm clock went off awakening the dream of what life looked like until slop was made slop was slippery and gooey stuff that polluted our waters and made the trees dead the sky gray and making me unhappy.I grab my manga book and head to high school when you think of high school you think oh ok this isn't so bad but when you actually walk in it's TOTALLY a lie.Hi,I'm May and this is my story,I always grew up liking guys but there was this one girl at my school her name was Jen she was perfect at everything! but, I knew I didn't have a chance she dated the best Quater Back of the school Blake Norman totally "Hot" has a collage degree and rich. I tried dating a guy but James Grimmet Saud he was totally exited for me to move next year so when I walked passed him crying I said "You really want me to leave?!" he said "YES!"And I said in my cool way..."That was a total dick move asshole!!" I shoved him into a locker and ran into the girls bathroom. Since then never dated a boy I have dated 2 girls but it's a long story...There was 3 other Lesbians in my school I haven't dated yet..But Ava is taken..Morgan can't date..AND..Megan was bratty...So yea reasons why I stay to myself..I've tried to be the real me but EVERYONE LAUGHS AND tries to change the way I am I felt like j was always controlled in relationships but when your single no drama nobody tries to change or deny you but when he walked in the classroom wow I felt something...like a ZING and he was funny and cute no drama he liked me for me but there we were friends great...he walks in this morning sitting next to me then a girl comes and tells me to move my seat so me as me I moved to the other side of the table and I finished writing the notes to look up and see them hold hands while her heads on her shoulders WHAT.THE.FUCK.DUDE sorry for my language but I mean seriously by the time class was over they were inseparable...