8 Fucked Up Part 2(Scarlett)

(Scarlett)

I slammed my bedroom door hard. The force practically shaking the whole dam house. I was so angry I wanted to fucking break something in to a million fucking pieces. I should of gone running. I should have gone to the defence studio and ripped into a punching bag. Till my fits bled, and all I could feel was numbness. I hated myself right now. I was a fucking idiot. I should have just left, right after I put Storm to bed. What was wrong with me? What I really this self-sabotaging?