Surviving As A Butcherer

Novels. One of the pillars that held my life together. You can say they're the pure source of my entertainment. Why am I so fascinated by them? The protagonists. How the world revolves around them. How they protect the weak and slay the evil. I too, want to be like them. To be the main character of this world. But, this world is too bland. It's too boring. Wake up, eat, work, sleep, repeat. The same routine every, single, day. That's probably why I didn't feel much when I died, no, I... I felt a bit happy. And that happiness turned into excitement when I found out I was reincarnated into another world. A world I read about. A world I knew everything about. A world I was so fascinated by. But, the excitement died when I see that I'm just an extra. Wait, no. Not even an extra. I'm just someone whose existence served zero impact on the world. But, can I change? Can I twist my own fate? Can I forge my own destiny? Can I change the world? I don't know. Guess I'll focus to survive first.