Survival in the multiverse

A soldier, that's what I was, I protected humanity from the danger of SCP for I don't know how long, even lasting 5 days against SCP-096 and then dying due to a fucking psycho known as SCP-3812, and what even worse? I didn't actually die, so even after death I can't rest and instead NOW I AM IN AFUCKING GAME, AND WHERE THE HELL IS MY BEARD