Chapter 105: Tired of Loving You

"Eat slowly, no one will snatch it from you", he pushed the plate of pork belly in front of her before he took his seat opposite her.

Qian Luo couldn't careless, she had been craving the dish for years. She didn't wait for any ceremonies and immediately dug into the dish.

Upon looking at her behavior, Lu Jinnian seemed to be brought back to their old time. He felt like dreaming. The scene at the moment was too similar to the previous ones. At that time, they would sit the same way. He would look at her eating happily. He had missed that moment for a long time. He had never imagined that he would experience the untold happiness once more.

"Lu Jinnian, since that you have retired from the entertainment business, why not open a restaurant ? I have been looking for this dish, but none is as good as yours."

He was brought back to the reality with an absurd suggestion of the woman. Startled by her carefree attitude as if there was nothing that had happened between them, as if they were just an old friend.

He stared at her for a long time, frozen by the thought that the woman who had loved him for a long time had finally let go, like what he had been hoping for. However, hoping and realizing were two different matters. He felt like someone squeezed his heart. He felt that there was a hole on his heart.

Qian Luo who caused the utter silence for a long time finally realized her action. She slowly munched her food before looking at him. Staring at each other, she smiled. "Lu Jinnian, I have forgiven you."

"No, perhaps, I should say that I've never blamed you."

"For nearing suffocate me to death, for humiliating me, for treating me like a prostitute, for hurting me, as well as for my depression."

"I've never blamed you."

"You know how much I wish that I could hate you, but I end up missing you more than ever."

"If you ask me whether I still love you or not, I can say it immediately that I still do. Perhaps, you will still have a place in my heart for a long long time."

"But, I'm tired. I'm tired of being pushed away, I'm tired to be shamless, I'm tired to love you."

"You will be the most beautiful part of my life, as well as the most hurtful one."

She slowly stood up.

"Thank you for the food. I've been craving it for a long time."

She bowed 90 degrees "I sincerely apologize for what my father had done"