35 35. Forgiveness

I speed off on my bike, my heart was racing as I accelerate it further. I needed to get out of there fast. I didn't want to say things that I would regret saying.

I was at my place in record time, the air was warm but I felt so cold. I had never felt like this before. I quickly grabbed my stash and drink it straight from the bottle.

I tried to calm myself down, but my mind was still all over her. I kept seeing her in another man's arm, as he was about to kiss her.

Goddamn it!

I went to my boxing room and tap on my playlist. The music started blaring, and pumping my adrenaline. I started to wrap my fists I need to let it out, I did not even consider on using my gloves. I need to feel other pain, to distract myself form her.

I started punching the life out of my sack, while the music echoes through the wall.

Should not get involved with her.

Right. Right. Left. Kick. Kick.

I should just back down from the very start.

Left. Left. Right. Kick. Kick.

She's definitely out of my league. 

Jab. Jab. Kick. Kick.

She would be better off with the fucking mob.

Right. Right. Left. Kick. Kick.

But I won't let her. I fucking love her too much!

Left. Left. Right. Kick. Kick.

I didn't know how long it had been, but my stomach started hurt again. Shit! Max said I still shouldn't worked my body too hard.

I was breathing heavily, my fists start to throb. I was welcoming the pain, but I still couldn't break free from the thought of her. I let out a growl and started punching the sack again. The music was not letting me break my rhythm.

Sweat trickled down my forehead my shirt was drenched, I took it off and continue on abusing the sack. I could see blood seeping trough my wraps, but I kept on punching the sack. I was liking the pain, it kept me focus on sack. That was until I heard my door buzzing repeatedly.

Who the....

I opened the door and look at her. She looked so beautiful. All my anger started to fade, as she took her small unsure steps inside my apartment.

She didn't say anything, she just wrapped her arms around my sweaty body and put her cheek on my chest. I pulled her closer and kissed the top of her head. 

"I'm sorry Gary...Nikolai and I... we're done. I was drunk. And I hurt you, baby... please forgive me."

"I could never let you beg, I love you too much not to forgive you. You are it for me Megan, don't you see? No matter how much you hurt me, I could never reject you." I wiped her tears and kissed her hard and deep until she moaned my name.

But her plea was making me let out the other side of me, as I pushed her to wall and pull up her dress, then ripped her panties off. My shorts fall down easily, as I fucked her from behind.

"You are mine Megan, you will not let another men touched you like tonight. NONE. You will not let any men kiss you ever again. You are MINE." I growled in her ear, she was whimpering as I took off her dress harshly, making some of the buttons fall off. I was claiming her body as I thrust roughly inside her, holding her waist steady, gripping it hard, I know it would bruise her, by next morning. But she was wet, so fucking wet, from my aggressiveness towards her. I bite her shoulder, making her let out a loud moan.

"Shut it baby, you will take my anger. You made me do this to you. Do you want my forgiveness?" I asked while I gripped her neck possessively and kissed her hard, with my dick still inside hers. She was panting, she was trying to fight for her dominance, as it was in her nature, her customary, but I was still angry with her.

"Tell me love..."

"Yes, I still want it. Your forgiveness." She told me, while she was panting her breath.

"Then shut up and let me get my anger out." I groaned in her ear, she was whimpering, she was soaking wet. I smirked as I saw the goosebumps on her upper arm, when I took her wrists to her back and restrained her.

She's perfect for me.

Then I moved her to the kitchen counter. "Bend over and spread your legs wider for me." I hold her shoulder as I pushed myself deep inside her. She was arching her back, and finally let out her loud raspy moan. I smacked her ass hard to that, her legs trembled to the sensation, I knew she came so fucking hard to that act alone.

"Gary..." She was squirming and letting out the sexiest sounds.

"Shut it baby. Fuck! So fucking tight!" I kept on pushing inside her. I was so fucking close, as she gripped me tighter and tighter, until I finally burst, and she climaxed again with me for second time. Her breath was hard and heavy as I planted small kisses to her back. I pulled her up and saw my cum trail between her legs.

Mine. She's mine...

She will be mine for good...

I carried her to the bathroom and had our very slow and sexy shower, where I poured all my love to her. She sighed and kissed me back sensually.

Then she looked to my bruised knuckles.

"I'm so sorry Gary."

"Sshh...I know you are, it's over, it's done, let's move past on that one. You are mine baby, no one else." I told her as I rub her arm and kissed her already swollen lips.

We went straight to bed afterwards, I was tired from all of the drama that we had today. I pulled the blanket over our naked bodies.

"Sleep now my love, we will continue with your plan in the morning." I pulled her in my embrace, seconds later she sleep soundly on my chest.