1 THAT TURN OF LIFE

That evening, me and my mom were sitting together in grave yard looking at my dad's cemetery.....

My mom was hopeless ,lonely and depressed after dad passed in an aeroplane crash.

At that time we were having a lot of debt for our newly brought mansion, In presence of my dad it would had been paid by his hard work for the company ,but in his absence it would be a burden for us ,that's why the engeenering company where my dad works offer my mom( anu) to handle my dad's place in the company as she was also an engineer but after I born she was unable to handle all those stuff so she decided to resign. In reality the CEO of the company was my dad and my mom's college best friend and so he did help my mom by offering that position in such that hard time ...

Time pass by , My mom started staying busy all time like my dad was and now I was all alone and look after by a nanny whom we call miss havisham...

I feel fearful to be left alone and often think I loose my whole way of life, perhaps the other do.. 

the same.

When miss havisham noticed my behaviour was not okay ,she started helping me by making me happy and she always says some sentences like: "Kids who are hopeful are happier. ... Hopeless kids don't try, have poor relationships, and feel helpless. They don't achieve goals, often because they don't set any. And when they do set them, that's where it stops because they don't have enough hope to find ways to achieve those goals."

After 1 year I was getting habituated with my

new life manually and next month was my 14th birthday , mom promised me that she will spend all day with me and also make me ready for party ....