5 vacation with a twist

suga:

i remember when i met him for the first time. this timid kid. shy beyond anything. but taltented as hell! over the years he grew a big shiny spine, was bratty, self confident, outgoing. he grew some balls and muscels. he became an adult. but he acted still like a baby infront of me. and i felt the need to protect him, even tho he outgrown me with everything. i was tiny next to him, didnt bother me. but i still saw him as my youngest brother, not by blood, but by bond. our schedules were brutal, dance routins, sleepless nights, going around the world twice by now. he never complaint. not like me....

it was almost the end of the year, we were now everywhere. the americans loved and knew us, we won every throphy there was, except grammys, we had fans all over the world, we were THE group. life was good. and we had a monthly break before our new comeback. i was determind not to spent my whole vacation in the studio or doing any music. i needed a break, my brain and my body needed a rest. so i looked for some flights and destinations. it must be a quiet, but interesting place with not a lot of tourists. specially no noisy kids.

as i stept out of the airport i sighed deeply. new smells, noices and sights invaided my inner beeing. i was ready for my break. bali was awsome! i got to my resort, got myself a perfect room with balcony, put my things away and walked to the beach. it was really amazing!

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kook:

i kinda missed him. i knew where he was, so i sat on a flight to bali. i dont know why i was doing this. but i had the urge to see him. be with him.... weird. from all my brothers, he was always the distant one. he took care of me, always did. helpt me through my younger years, through puberty, always had advice or a hug for me, but he wasnt that close like the others. he let me hug him, tease him, annoy him, but... i was closer with the others. sometimes we slept in the same room. jimin and taehyung were closer to him. they had more skinship with him, than i did. and now i was on my way to him for reasons i didnt understand. what would he think or say, when i was standing infront of him. on our break. in a foreign country. i spied on him, noticed where he was staying, booked the room right next to him. ... what was going on in my brain?! since a few weeks or so, i couldnt get him out of my mind. my eyes always searched for him, always tried to catch a glimpse of his face. i couldnt sleep until i knew he was in our dorm again. stayed longer in my studio, waited for him to get ready to get home, watched his vlives, stalked him on social media. also took videos and pictures when he wasnt aware of. i was like one of our sasaeng fans. unbelievable! as i said, i dont know why i was like that. i just needed to be near him.

i got my room and sat on the bed. should i just walked over to his room and knock? what should i do? i got on my balcony and starred down on the beautiful resort. the pools and the beach right behind it. i saw him. he was walking back from the beach.... shit! what now?! i got restless and happy....

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suga:

i walked back to the hotel, got myself a nice cocktail, walked back to my room and almost chocked. why the hell was kook here?! he looked surprised too. "hyung! what are u doing here?" "i could ask the same.... why are u here?! the fuck?!" kook laught and hugged me. "wow! what a surprise.... lets make the best out of it!" haaaaa? i wanted a quiet nice slow vacation! he pulled me to his room, what was right next to mine. are u kidding me?! he was right next to my room?! he chatted right away. excited to see me. i sighed. there went my holiday dreams right out of the window.... fuck.

he picked me up for dinner. we went down to the tables outside, kook made reservations, and sat down. "i thought we should at least eat together every day. i reserved us a table for the time beeing." he smiled wide. i was still annoyed. but i have to admit, it was nice to see his face and we talked a lot. after dinner we took a walk on the beach, through the area were we stayed and back to the hotel. i never talked that much with him. it was fun. we decided to drink something on the poolbar.

"isss ssoooo nissseee do hev ju heeeerrree" he was drunk.... good that i could hold my liquor! "hm.... nissseee" okay, not so much. we both were drunk. we giggled and walked up the stairs, or better tried. we fell onto the bed. "uff.... that was good" he giggled.

i woke up with a heavy chest and a headache. i glimpsed and saw kook half on my chest, mouth open, drooling on my shirt from yesterday. i tried to get him off me, but he was heavy. "kook!" i punshed him. he woke up. groaned and wiped his mouth. blinked at me. "what are u doing in my bed?" he whispered and held his head. "must fell asleep here.... wait... this is my room!" "ups" we looked at each other, feeling the same pain. "i feel like shit" he murmured. yeah, i could relate to that. "breakfast?" "what time is it?" i looked at my watch. "almost 10" he groaned again. "hyung.... did we do something last night" "other than drinking too much?" my mind was still fighting the rest of the alcohol. "yeah" "like what?" he didnt look into my face, but on my body, so i looked at me. my shirt was half up, exposed my abs, my jeans were open and a bit lower than they should be. "huh?" i looked at him, he bit his lips. what the fuck was going on? why did he look so guilty? "must opend them to sleep more comfortable.... now, breakfast?" he nodded and sighed. "need the bathroom first" he disappeared.

i got up, tossed my clothes away. "shower" i walked into my bathroom and into the shower, nodged kook to the side a bit to get some of the water. he flinshed. "why are u in the shower with me" "my shower and i need a shower" i didnt mind. tae used to step in everytime one of us took a shower. and kook tented to take long showers. i didnt wanted to wait so long. he gave me space under the water and stayed silent. i didnt noticed it until i turned my body to him. wow, our maknae has really grown up. he had the hair were it should be, he wasnt small anymore, i would whistle if my head wouldnt hurt so much, he had muscels everywhere, nice! still a babyface tho.... i didnt noticed that i stared at him, looked him up and down, but he just stood there and let me do it. "i ve grown up pretty well, havent i?" he quietly stated. i snapt out of my starring. "huh?" i looked into his face. he smiled. "u just checked me out, hyung" "i.... i did, didnt i?! yes u are an adult now" i turned away from him. he backhugged me. "u too" whispered into my ear. if i wasnt so hangover, i would pushed him away and not leaned on him! just to clarified that!

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kook:

wow! wow! he leaned his wet naked body into mine! OH MY GOD! he didnt noticed that i was checking him out too! it wasnt the first time i saw him naked, he tend to walk around in his underwear, but... i havent seen him in his birthsuit for a long time. he had a thin hairline down to his dick.... his booty wasnt big, but nicely round. appleshaped. his legs were thin, he was too thin in all. he really needs to eat more, get some muscels! i should train with him! i enjoyed his body on mine, pressed my face into his neck. i didnt know that i really needed that. i didnt wanna let go. but we needed to get something against our hangover.

after breakfast, we went back to our rooms. but i was restless, walked on the balcony, climbed onto his and walked through the open door. he slept. i layed next to him and got him into my arms. he mumbled and nuzzled more into me. it was a close call this morning, he almost got me caught, i was up earlier than him, took advantage and fondled him. he didnt know that i jerked his morning wood off. i dont know why i did it, but it felt good. i really had to restrain myself, when he checked me out under the shower. i was so close to do something.... and now he was sleeping in my arms again. so oblivious, so helpless.... again my hands travelled on their own his body. he had only his boxers on.

it was easy for me to touch him. thanks yoongi! i scubed down a bit, watched his sleeping face, while my hand was touching his skin. he was a bit red, sunburned. i should put some suncream on. my fingers played with the thin hairline. i liked this line. it was the path to paradise. wow i sounded so cringe worthy! i caressed the lower tummy, right above the hem of his underwear, my tongue enjoyed one of his nipples. the harden bud felt so good. i played a lot with it, my drool was all over. his breath became heavy. i was so into it. i forgot everything, so i flinshed when i heard his husked voice, asking me what i was doing. i looked up, his nipple still in my mouth. he didnt looked upset. so i sucked on it, harder than i wanted. his face scrunched and his chest arched a bit up. my hand was on his clothed dick.

he was hard since a few minutes. i trailed my thump up and down on him, pressed it into his tip. he gave me a whiny moan. wow.... i got excited, layed on him. "jungkook.... what the hell are u doing?!" i stopt and looked at him. "its time u show me" "show u what?!" "what to do with the girls!" "what?!.... why me?" "cause u are the oldest and had girlfriends" "jin is older than me" "did u ever seen him with girls?" his eyes looked to the side. "thought so" i stated and went back to his nipple. "but....kook....how?" "i train on u" "huh?!"

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suga:

was he mental or something?! how the hell could he train on me?! but his tongue and lips got me out of my thoughts. i fell back on my pillow. his thump tortured my dick again. impatient, he shoved his hand into my underwear. my hips came up. "like this morning" he whispered into my ear. "this morning?!" "i jerked u while u were asleep. sorry hyung" i gave up. his face watched me closely, our lips could touch any second now. but why wasnt he kissing me?! did i had bad breath? i licked over my lips, touched his for a split second, saw his eyes light up and than he pressed himself hard on mine. his tongue invated my mouth, but he made it wrong. i shoved him back, got some air and panted. "not like this" "than how?" "lay on your side"

he layed next to me, heaved my leg over his hip, pressed his forhead onto mine. "show me" i didn't know why i let this happened. maybe cause of the rest alcohol in my body?! i opend my mouth, pressed his down on mine, slid my tongue in and showed him how to do it properly. he followed me instantly. i was satisfied with the result. he was always a fast learner. we made out like this for a while. he backed up, pulled a string of salvia with it and licked his lips. "what now?" he panted. "what u wanna know?" "do i just rubb her down there forever?" i looked to the area, he was right, he couldnt just rubb there forever. i closed my eyes and sighed. shit. what should i do.... kook yanked my underpants away, pushed me on my back, slipt down to my dick. he trailed his tongue my hairline down. fuck! "whaaaa...." "i can lick them down there too, right?" and proceeded to do so, i only got some huffs and groans out.

he tried his best. my hips twitched a few times. "hyung? is it okay that way?" "if u wanna torture her, than u do a great job" his head came up and he looked big eyed. "i did it wrong?" i sat up. "not all.... but ... open your mouth" he did and i shoved a finger in. i showed him how he needed to do it and he tried again, sucking now really good on me. my body arched and i moaned a lot. i shoved him away shortly before i came, turned to my side and jerked me off. i stayed that way and panted. he grabbed my hip and turned me back to him. "are u okay?" i nodded. "good" he smiled proud of himself. "u should take care of yourself too" i pointed at his prominent tent. he looked at it. "oh yeah...." opend his pants, shoved his hand in and started to jerk off right next to me. what the actual fuck?!

half turned to me, put his hand to my face and shoved some fingers into my mouth. thrusting them in and out, watching with hooded eyes. what was going on?! but my tongue played with his fingers and he sighed. left them in and jerked faster. after he finally came he got a wet towel and cleand us both. he looked satisfied and happy, i was still confused. "kook.... that...." "that was amazing. thank u hyung!" i was too surprised. "u...are...welcome?" he smiled wide and stood up. "where are u going?" "to my room, need a shower. lets say we meet in 30 min down on the beach?! and take some sun cream with u. u got a bit red" and off he was, left me confusing as hell back. i didn't know how long i layed there and thought about what happend. okay, there were some ... things... i did with taehyung, he asked for advice, but he was only 17 at the time, he had slept with a girl, but he needed some advice on other stuff. so i showed him, not in that capacity kook and i did. also jiminie.... that was something diffrent. we slept with each other. but it was more out of... something, not cause we fell in love with each other. its more of the lack of girls. i am bi, so i had no problem with it and jiminie.... i think he still has to figure it out.

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kook:

i was excited and hummed under the shower. i had him, not technicly where i wanted him, but i was on my way! i had my way with him today, it was to easy almost. now i had to perfected my plan to get him where i wanted him. i wanted him in my arms, begging for more, saying my name as if was the most important thing ever. as i stept on my balcony, just a towel around my hips, i leaned on the railing and looked to the ocean. i came to the realization that i had feelings for him. from all of my hyungs, i fell in love with grumpy cat.

i love my hyungs, but not in that way, thats why i was so surprised that my feelings for yoongi went beyond the brotherly love. thats why i spied on him, thats why i followed him here, thats why i was so eager to be on his side. my urge for him. somehow i was relieved, somehow i was scared. what if he wasnt into me? a guy? what if he wouldnt speak to me ever again. it would be akward on stage, in the studio. it could break our group apart.... what should i do now?! i flinshed when i saw him stretching on his balcony. "i thought we would meet in 5 minutes?!" his look at me gave me goosebumps. "i wasnt so sure anymore if u gonna talk to me ever again" "dickhead. come down in 5." he turned and walked back into his room. suddenly tears fell down. i took a deep breath.

we swam in the ocean, the pools. we got some drinks at the bar, changed and walked down for dinner. after it he suggested a walk. we stayed silent for some time. "how are u feeling?" he asked me suddenly. "fine... confused....scared" "scared?" "i forced u. i thought u would ... hate me" he chuckled. "why should i? u are my youngest brother" "brother.... " "do u thought of something else?!" my face got red and hot. "kook?" i nodded slowly. "yeah" "what?" "i thought of something else" now he stopt walking and starred at me. i had tears in my eyes. this was the point where he would walk disgusted away from me and would avoid me in the future. "what u want?" i was desperate and stuttered. "y-y-you" "as what?!" "yoongi! dont ask me, please! let us...." "as what kook?!" he came close to me and looked so serious. my tears streamed down, so i turned my face away. "more as my brother, way more" i whispered. he stayed silent. "i need to think" he turned away from me and walked down the beach. I've lost him now forever.

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suga:

what is this kid thinking?!... okay, he isnt a child anymore... but i knew him since he was so young, i saw him growing up, he was our youngest member, i cant be with him. we are monitored every second of our lifes, they wouldnt understand. the fans wouldnt like the possibility of a gay idol couple. shit shit shit! i should hve stopt him.... what now?! i am gonna break his heart. i am gonna hurt him. urgh.... why does my heart hurt? i walked for a long time, returned to the hotel and fled to my room. i saw that kook was in his room from my balcony. i opend the balcony doors a bit and heard him. he sang some sad songs, obviously he was drinking. he was drunk again. poor kookie.... i sat against the glass door and listend. after a while i sighed. i got up and walked to kooks room, he opend the door and let me in after i knocked for a long time. "wand du tellll meee dad u hate meee nooow?" he slurred.

he stumbled, i tried to hold him, but he yanked his arm out of my grib, turned and walked to the balcony. "ssssay wad u neeed an leeeeffff me alon...." he slurred. i followed him outside, sat next to that wasted boy and sighed. my arms wrapped around my legs, my head turned to him, on my knees. "are u angry with me?" i asked him quietly. he glanced at me and turned his head away with a pout. "i drank.... i know u gonna reject me" he whispered back, more clearly now. "why u think i would reject u?" he sighed big. "of course u will.... we are idols.... we are popular.... there is not only our future and work, but also from the others on the line.... i am such an idiot! i am sorry that i forced u in the first place. lets forget all of it. i will take the first flight tomorrow. please accept my apology." he tried to get up, but didnt really suceeded, i tried again to help him, but he yanked away.

i had enough. i followed him inside and pushed him. he fell onto the bed. "what are u doing?!" he yelled at me. "stop bitching around!" i didnt raise my voice. i didnt wanted this to escalate. but kookie was furious and i understood why. he got up from the bed, got into my face. "i am sorry, ok?! but i cant do anything against my feelings. i m sorry...." he started to cry. "kook" "go! leave me alone" he pointed to his door. but i wasnt having it. i sat down on one of the chairs. "i said get out!" "no" he walked to me and tried to pull me to his door. "not gonna happen, kook!" "get out!" "no!" i punshed him. what was a stupid move, cause kook was stronger. he got me up in the air and threw me onto the bed. i bounced on it, almost fell down on the other end. in a lightning move he was pulling my legs to him to prevent me falling and hoovert over me. we stared at each other.

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kook:

i was so hurt. but i knew the consequences. still... when he punshed me, i saw red. i shouldnt threw him, but.... now we stared at each other. so many emotions raced through me, it was unbearable. i was still crying. his hand whiped the tears from my face, he leand up and kissed me softly. i took a deep breath, when we seperated. his lips were still almost on mine, so so close. i think it was my desperation. i snapt forward and kissed the life out of him. i fully layed down on him. nothing mattered now. i only focused on him.

we were rough. pulling on hair and clothes. yanking them away. grabbing on skin and limbs, anything what our hands could get. we scratched each other pretty hard. it was like a storm, i dont really know what happend. all i knew that we wanted each other. we were naked, horny and ready. as i humped him, he stretched his arm down, grabbed my cock and lined it on his hole. "push in" he husked out, when i did he moaned out loudly. i stopt. "did i hurt u?" "its fine, move!" so i did. my god! i never know that i could have such feelings! i was hooked on what i felt and focused on it. my forhead pressed on yoongis, i listend to his sounds he was giving me with every thrust, every move i did. that was heaven. and hell. whats gonna be after it?! i decided i would enjoy every second, locked all this tightly into my mind, wont forget it ever.

i pressed my mouth onto his. i wanted his tongue, sucked on it. gave him more reasons to squirm and moan under me. i got faster and harder on him by the minute. i felt my abs thightening, my cock twitched, yoongi sucked me harder in, i figured he was close too, so i made sure, he would have his high. his hips came up, bouncing on me more and with a whine he let go, with his insides squeezing me, i couldnt held on anymore. we layed next to each other panting unisono. i felt so good and bad at the same time. euphoric and devastated. i turned my face to look at him. he had his eyes closed, panting for air, stretching his arms and legs. he sighed deep and chuckled, turned his face finally to me and smiled big. "that was something amazing" i was proud to hear that, but also felt again tears in my eyes. i am a real big crybaby. "i think i wont walk tomorrow.... oh shit... i hope your neighbours didnt hear us" "fuck the neighbours...." i wiped my eyes. he sat up with a hiss, sat on my lap, leaned forward to see my face. "kook" "hm" "we will figure things out" i put my hands away and stared at him. "what?" "i think we will figure out" "so...that means... " "yeah" i sat up so suddenly and forcefully that our heads clashed together. in agony we held them. "ouch....shithead!" he cursed. "sorry.....ah shit, that hurts"

we calmed down and took a shower together. i cleaned him and backhuged him afterwards. my first time. with a guy. a guy i ... loved. my first time to feel so close to someone. i didnt wanted to let go of him. "let us wait with the 2nd for a bit, ok?" "ok" i murmured into his neck. we swayed and relaxed under the hot water. "lets go to bed. i need some sleep" i giggled. yoongi the sleepy head. "lets go" i helpt him dry down, layed next to him and was happy when he scubed close and layed his head onto my shoulder. i could feel his breaths on me.

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suga:

i dont know why i did it. kissing him and all, but i was .... i dont know. it was amazing. it was raw. pure emotions. i loved it. it was the best i ever had. he was the best i ever had. normally i wasnt the bottom a lot, but i really enjoyed every second of it. he knew how to use his dick. he was perfect in every way. no wonder he was our golden maknae. i was proud for him. but now we really had a problem. our walls were broken and now we had to figure out what to do with it. i waited until he was sound asleep, sat down on the balcony like before, took some sips from kooks bottle and thought about all.

kook had feelings for me. check. i just figured out that i had too. check. i wanted us to be a couple, so did he. check. we are idols. check. we are in a group. check. i got inside, took my phone, walked back to the balcony, closed the door and called joon. he was our leader none the less and ... i needed to talk to him. he got on it after the second beep.

"yoongi! hows vacation?!"

"good and unintendent complicated."

"shit. are u in jail?! what did u do?"

"fell in love?"

"what?!..... did u get some girl pregnant? or did u just marry her?!"

i laughed. "nope"

joon sighed big. "than what is it?"

now i needed to sigh. "he followed me here."

"who?"

"kook"

"oh.... seriously? okay... did he bother u?"

"no no, its not like that.... we...shit.. we slept with each other"

joon was silent for some moments. i saw him working out my words. "u...u and kook slept with each other....in the same bed?" he really spoke very slowly. idiot.

"we had sex joon." i stated dryly. i waited for an outburst or something, but he again stayed silent.

"oh....shit....how?"

"how we had sex, or how it happend?"

"happend!" he snapt back. i grinned.

"we met, we spent time, we drank, we fooled around a bit, he confessed, i was ... taken aback, he was hurt and angry, drank, we had a fight and it ended with us having sex." again silence on the other line.

"woah.....he confessed? he was in love with u?"

"yeah"

"do u.... have feelings for him?"

"yes, otherwise we wouldnt have sex"

"oh shit.... fuuuuuck, yoongi.... "

"i thought i should tell u"

"that u two fucked?!"

"no that we are together. i wont leave him. i want him"

"suga....i mean yoongi...."

"i know. bts and stuff"

"shit shit shit.... i am a bad leader! i should have seen that kooks had feelings for u"

"why? i didnt see it comming, why should u"

"i am the leader"

"and still. by the way, u should have an eye on jiminie"

"not him too.... i know he likes guys.... i saw him checking out.... shit.... thats not good yoongi"

"i know"

"we have to talk with the company"

"i know"

"....aish....but u have my back."

"thank u joonie"

"yeah yeah.... just stay under the radar and .... enjoy your vacation together, i think"

"thanks joon" he sighed. i sighed. i took another sip and walked back to kook. "where were u?" he sat up in bed. "talking to joon" "what?!" "i informed joon about us... we have his back" "seriously?! u told joon... that means... we are official?!" "not official official" kook laughed. "yeah dont care. at least in our dorm! that means u ll have to share always a room with me!" "huh?" "i dont think i can hold out a long time without u" "u know i need to dance too.... a lot in fact..." "and?" "cant when u worked my butt the night before" kook chuckled. "i will get a callender and mark the nights we can samba, ok?! and on the others we only fool around a bit, good?!" "u will hold back your hormones when we cant dance the "samba"?! i really wanna see that. u are so young, kook! full of energy" "yoongi... u are not 90 years old, although u act like, u have still a sexdrive and urges and i wanna have all of them for myself! u can complain when u really get 90!" "uff.." he got me. he kissed me softly, grinned wide. "sooooo... time for the second ride?" "huh?!"

we really used our vacation. we learned from each other, we talked a lot, we got to know each other better. i was surprised that my feelings got bigger and bigger for him. i couldnt walk away from him, even if i wanted. and i dared anyone to try to seperate us. the days and nights were heaven (not for my ass) for us and it was really annoying to fly back.

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kook:

we came back together and of course it was a huge thing. we sat in a conference room of our company and had to answer a lot of questions. we made it through and they promised to help us. keep us safe. okay, yoongi had to threaten them a bit, but in all he was calm and clear on our agenda. i was a bit useless and only said, that i loved him and wanted to be with him. i jumped happily around when we were back in our dorm. the others looked a bit funny at us, but had no problems. jiminshi congratulated me and pulled me into his room to ask every detail. at dinnertime, jin gave us a self made cake.... with a huge cock on it. "since u both obviously like cocks" i laught, yoongi growled. the rest were hysterical. jimin, the little shit, took the sugardick and sucked on it. wow.... joon shook his head and looked a bit lost. poor joonie.

as hard as it was to keep it a secret, the fantastic it was behind closed doors. yoongi didnt moved into my room, but he mostly came right after shower into mine and stayed there. i soundproofed my room, so we wouldnt disturbed the others, but to be really unbothered and alone, we took turns to stay at yoongis or my own apartements. we were like newly weds, with our dogs as our kids. and by the way, we really had the callender!