1 Life far from home
This story started a lon long time ago.
She was just born 2001 January on a Tuesday morning at 3.05am.
She slept and didn't cry the doctor poked her but she just took a deep breath and slept longer.
She was strong and smart like noone before she was beautiful and naive. So life took serious measures to teach her.
she was only 5 years old and she lost her grandfather, 7 and her parents devorced her dad moved away from her. In school they mobed her because her skin color was a little darker from being too much on the sun. At 9 years old she tried modeling and she loved it she was perfect at it born for the cameras. At 14 years old her teacher said to her she is so dark that even cohl was lighting in her mouth she was broken on the inside but strong on the outside for her broken family. She tried to stay happy tried to make the right choices she canged school and her last year in a primary school was kind of okay although her mom moved to Germany and left her with her stepfather.
She sang danced and drew all her emotions because it was too much for her so she started smoking.
At 15 she started midle school she wanted to be a mechanicer she dreamd of repairing and being between cars all her life, so she started school with 34 guys in her class as an only girl.
She was happy again she got really good grades and felt like her life had meaning again...
but she was wrong her 1st boyfriend was perfect but she wanted more than hugs she wanted to feel the passion what she saw in Hollywood movies saw. she was trough 3 guys when she was at her first party. In the summer of 2017 her stepfather took her by her neck pushed her on the wall as they argued, she called her mother hoping she'd do the right thing but instead she sent her to her uncle for a month.
She got drunk but she was happy again.
she was having one night stand after one night stand. she was 17 became a savage who knew her worth but still was a real rebel. she tried some drugs but they didn't work on her.
Her parents decided she should move to her mother in Germany. In sommer of 2018 she moved to Germany leaving all her friends and dreams behind at this time she had her 9th boyfriend, he moved out to her 1 month later at 18 she had her first job she went to german lessons and worked slept 3 hours a day for weeks. She and her boyfriend were together for 1 and half years together when she left him she already cheated on him with her best friend.
He left her behind too like her dad.
this was the time she met her latest boyfriend they fell in love on the first meeting he asked her for a cigarette and her phone number at the train station they got together. In June of 2020 she got pregnant they were only 5 months together at this time they moved to his grandmother where more trouble came in September they got engaged, in October he fell for another girl. in December she found out he cheated on her with his ex.
in 2021 February she got into contact with child protection services they went to court to save their family they thought they won because they could stay with their baby but than they had to move away so the baby can stay in her family.
1 month by the boy's sister than 3 and half in mother kid home. when she got out he cheated again but she got new friends from it.
they were already awaiting there 2nd baby
She nearly died because of an Infection so they rushed her to the hospital and made an er c section to save her and the baby's life.
both of them survived her boyfriend became colder towards her shouted with her and 1 month later they broke up. the 2nd baby is by a family where it doesn't belong her boyfriend didn't make the papers of him being the father ready. she is now homeless jobless doesn't get any money and heart broken. she lost everything in 1 year her kids her home her love she can't move back to her mother because than her first kid is gone forever. Now she tries to stand up and win but it's overwhelming for her. she feels weak and lost. but it's still not the end....
Her story continues but she doesn't know how.
