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" .. STOP … DON'T TAKE IT AWAY… IT'S DANGEROUS … YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S CAPABLE OF "
*thud* falling out from the bed while still screaming
The sound of the last dream I had kept echoing through my whole body. I couldn't breathe or talk . it was as if i went blank for seconds or maybe minutes .
I stood there for a while unable to comprehend anything … my body was twitching and i felt scared , my heart kept sinking and beating harder and harder …. I felt pain in every part of my body … the pain of loss… the pain of neglect … and the pain of losing something you love..
It kept bugging me with every drop of sweet I shed after the dream and with every beat of my heart.. what could possibly make me feel all of this ? What did I lose and how ?! Why do i feel all of that from only a mere dream!?
I stood there near my bed , the blanket was all over me while I was in the same position that I fell from , once I finally calmed down , I had to forget this dream so I sat down at my desk, opened my laptop and started scrolling through the internet .
Seeing the dump and weird stuff can very amazingly lift someone's spirit up even if it can be a total distraction .
And now after I calmed up and can think I feel that it's better to not dwell with that dream, its better to just forget it rather than scaring myself with it, i also don't want to get stuck in a deep hole .plus i still have an exam tomorrow so i don't actually have that much time to spend thinking about it.
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Night ..
My back itched a lot from studying at the desk for a lot of time but I knew that once I lay on the bed I'm a goner so I fought the urge and kept going hard with my studies..
Once I finished my studies I jumped to the bed and drifted to sleep without a single thought , it was a peaceful night and I almost had the best sleep in my whole life until …
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"... Promise me something.. hold this tightly …for me "
*Bam * then it happened .. my dreams switched again ….
'Aaagah!! ' i woke up early this time .. couldn't even finish the dream..
My breath was abnormal and my eyes were watery , I hated myself and felt a deep sad regret lingering inside of me. I felt it deeply this time , it was surreal, almost too real , I felt as if I was inside of that dream , and it was painful , heart wrenching ..
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to calm myself , then quickly called my friend [ heigh] because I needed company ….
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… ola , [ lark ]
…. Ohio , [heigh ]
… what happened for you to call this late my amigo ?
…. Alot , i have this recurring dream and i cant brush it off..
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… it sure is weird !… a strange dream i might say.
…. Right ! now i'm not sure what to do ..
… i'm not sure from my side too.
…. Then what can i do ?
… well u cant really do anything about it .. i think.
…. Yeah .. it seems so
…. Then what about we hit a bunch of losers in the game, u know, to freshen up ? maybe you will feel better this way
… yeah i kinda wanna do it
…. Then you have to check out my new items that i got ! i sure will kill a lot today!
… not far as i'm here , ill beat your ass multiple times in a single game u know , h!
…. Heh , lets see if you do , amigo
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We kept on playing game after game , each time one will outwin the other , until we couldn't lift an eyelid so we bid our goodbye and i went to sleep.
It hit 3 oclock when i closed my eyes, this time the weather was chilly so i grabbed my blanket , and wrapped it tightly , like a burrito but with one leg open to feel the breeze , then layed down , i was afraid of the dream but talking with [heigh] and just playing games made me more confident to face it , also i was tired and thus i drifted again to sleep .
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Morning ..
7:00 am
Ugh … my head keeps spinning around while my eyes feel buffed and heavy .. it was my fault for sleeping late but .. ugh it is the worst feeling ever…
It was a miracle for me to actually wake up early after last night ,, but now i can't imagine login to school like this .
Luckily the exam is still after lunch break so i can have my time sleeping if i can program a bot to c replace me in my online school , and you guessed it ! yes i can , i'll just need to make it hidden enough in order to fool the teachers .. maybe give it automatic responses
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...ook aaand . done ..
only took about 50 minutes that's a new score i say ~ the school starts after 10 minutes, which means goodbye world i won't miss you ~
*Bam * zzzzzzzzzz
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" …..are you awake ? "
--- …. Clearly not . I said feeling grumpy after someone ruined my sleep .
" … aaaare yoooou awwwake ?" with a more playful kind of sound .
--- …. Didn't I say no !? I said more furious toward the girl who kept interpreting my precious sleep.
" comme onnnn wake up now " it said again.
--- now you've done it! Eat this !! I said that and then stood up really quickly to hit the annoying person that kept nagging me , punched straight to where I thought the sound was , but my punch went through air .
I opened my eyes ready to attack the person , but not seeing anyone in the room, it was an empty room , same as when i left it to go sleep .
I had to double check in every corner of my room and in every corner of the house and outside it .
I went running and opened everything I had closed , my closet , the door , the drawers , even the fridge , but nothing weird was there.
'It was either a ghost , or I finally lost it . Either way I'm screwed' i thought while laughing myself out.
' but what if it has something to do with the weird dreams , maybe all of them are just some supernatural shit OR im just tired and need to sleep , yeah that's right' ' the problem is … i have an exam right now so i have to actually log in because when it is exams it is secure enough to block my bot so i had to do it myself , after that i can think about it in peace .
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