1 chapter 1 : Sorrowful Memories

I remember the day when i joined a science fair contest where you're going to represent an invention that can change the people way of living , i go in the line of registration for the contest and suddenly saw a female smiling at me , I've never seen her in my whole life , she's not familiar and i dont remember anything about her but the way she glares is so heartwarming , I try my best not to blush but I turn in tomato red and smiles back , I give my focus on the registration so I can go home and start early , and when the class ended I run so fast just to go home early and the girl that smiles on me from the registration ask me if I want to have a ride in her bicycle , I can still feel the warm in my chest and my shaking knees on that day , I couldn't refuse the offer so i take the ride , then we keep moving forward and she ask me if she can have my name , ' I am , ah I am Bel" , that's the way I said it to her and she gives her name , she said " you have a girlish name Bel my name is Diane and im sure you live in the yellow house with a huge tree on the backyard " I cant forget any moment that we have , everything I do just to forget her smiles is worthless or maybe I just dont want to forget her , maybe I'd never wanted to throw all of our memories thats why she remains on my heart and mind .

We laughed so hard when we shared stories with each other while were riding her bike , the road was so wet that we ended crashing on Mrs.Barbara's gate , the dogs on her yard started to bark on us and we leave the place and ran away , that is the fastest run I've ever made and i dont feel exhausted or something about my weak body , I enjoyed walking with her and I am sure that she enjoys the moment too , she lives in different street so we cross path and she said " maybe tomorrow I can pick you up for school is that ok with you Bel? " I just smiled and we call it a day.

It is true that the most heartwarming things in the world will hurt you the most , and I am here sitting in a corner writing because I still couldn't move on and I struggled on keeping on moving forward , maybe i we can meet again in another life , or in my dreams , or in other dimensions and maybe we are both together having a coffee with sugar and cream , and we both enjoying the day.