A phone call

"Cring" "Cring"

Annoying morning alarm once again reminds of my hopeless life is still not comes to an end. "ugh" once again I will have to face cougar type of interviewers.

My life was not a mess before like present. I excelled in both 10th and 12th standard. More the 90 per cent in both year's finals.

Then I step inside this horrible Institute of Engineering. I lost my essence and my true self. So I make a lot of friends and begins to attend regular parties and get drunk almost seven days a week.

The girl who used to love stays inside the wonders of books then becomes utterly lethargic to attend regular classes. Not in a single semester, my marks failed to reach sixty per cent. Worse than that I earned compartment in four subjects in the fifth semester.

Finally when the time comes for campus interviews. I heard the same crap from all the panels " Miss Sujata we are sorry to inform you that our corporation won't be able to hire you. better like next time. "

That next time never came from me till now. If I look back at that time my mood turns bitter than "Neem leaves". The reason I got rejected is very simple, the knowledge I had on my subjects is less than the water in a desert.

But both my besties Isha and Riya secured 40k and 45k monthly salary package in a reputed farm. I was genuinely happy for them.

But my illusion of friendship shattered. After the college got over when I accidentally found an auto voice recording clip, from the day before the final exam, When Isha took my phone (probably her cell was dead that day ). Where she was talking with someone called " Rumi".

Narrating my incompetence to secure a job in hand, how She and Riya con me with fake affection Just to pay their alcohol bills most of the time so and so.

I was hurt that day, also cried for hours. Not because I had lost my only two so-called friends. Just because once I again I saw the face of a pathetic loser in front of my mirror.

Just like I was back in the school days. Known to be an aloof weirdo with no friends to hang out.

Today I have one more interview to attend.

But don't I know already what will be the consequence of the interview, once again I will get rejected and will feel like a looser.

So, forget it I ain't going out for an interview.

I will just take a break and will be at home tommorow.