Still? I know right

"Lena when will I see your face?"

"Soon"

"I hope it's early and I hope one day you will take me to your house too"

"Mmm ok I will " she laughed after saying that

"Hey I am sorry for that kiss"

"I know you didn't mean that and besides I was wearing a mask so no hurt there " she said trying so hard not to blush because she was avoiding that conversation

She was affected when his lips touched hers although she was in a mask her lips tingled.

what made it awkward was the fact that she really wanted his lips on hers and to feel it but she knew that was only a wishful thinking and she was not even sure of her feelings for him, wasn't she like the others even she's expecting something from him.

,she didn't react because she didn't want him to feel uncomfortable

After apologizing they parted ways

Lena was always there at his concerts and he was performing just for her and he was happy, those high school girls wrote some good things about him and people started talking about him and he was making headlines and Lena was happy for him

Although now they weren't able to spend those time together during fan meeting of late

he would always ask her to wait for him and they spent time together after that

One day

"Now you're famous people are recognizing your beauty and talent. You even have a fan base called the Elites, I am so happy "

" I guess so"

"Oh oh you don't seem happy "

"I don't know but now i wonder what's next, i have wanted people to notice me, care for me but after them noticing me I wonder what's next, every-time I see their smiles I feel suffocated "

" why"

" because I find it strange, I wonder if it's genuine and that if I do something wrong won't they leave me alone again, I see their smiles as if they're mocking me and feel sorry for me and I don't like that feeling " he said and Lena hugged him

"That's how damaged I am, I have a trauma that makes me doubt if someone can really care for me" he said as he hugged her tightly

"It's going to turn out great, I promise" she said

"With you here, I believe too" he said with a smile 

One day after the fan signing event he texted Lena to meet him after the event, with just the two of them before he would walk to her, his mom came in front of him

"You idiot, why have you been ignoring my calls" his mom said

"I have been busy" he said with a calm tone 

"your father told me you refused to send him money is it true?"

"Yes" he said and his mom smirked

"You're really growing wings , how dare you refuse your dad some money" she said

"I only told him that if he doesn't stop gambling i won't give him money "

"And what right do you have?" His mom asked and started pushing him on his shoulder a little

He saw Lena and he didn't like the look in her eyes, this side he never wanted her to find out that he was a guy with no parental love

"Mom stop it, you're drunk " he held her hand and said

She slapped him and said

"You idiot you don't tell me when I should stop and how dare you!!! Are you calling me a drunkard?"

Lena was still there and he didn't want her to feel sorry for him

"No Mom, I know you might have taken in a lot at that party and i know you will regret your actions after you get back to your senses"

"Are you calling me crazy? If there's someone who's crazy it should be you…. You idiot"

"Mom I know you don't mean what you're saying and how you're acting, it's just the alcohol and I know I have made things tough for you guys" he said and his mom pushed him, he stumbled and fell and she dropped the water in her hand on him.