1 Birth

There is a short light. nevermind if you cannot remember it clearly, there is light. it is as if you are finding the light at the end of the tunnel. who you are is of no concern but believe when I say that there was pain to be brought for you to reach the light. the pain goes after minutes among hours. and so you are here. as you gasp for air, shedding tears as you see the light. as if its so beautiful that you cannot stop. you are born. there is nothing to wait for but future and events to come but the light is your main concern. as you breath you sit next to someone whom you've never met. this person kisses you on the forehead as they shed a tear for you. you won't remember this much like everyone else but you remember the warmth of that kiss on your forehead. its as if it was a phantom. as you grow, this person takes care of you and you have a feeling of love for them as if they are close to you somehow but you have not yet figured this out. they feed you, take care of you for months and you don't know what to call this person. its as if this person is the brightest light you've ever seen even before you've seen your first light. they mumble something and you don't understand anything they say but you don't care. you have your biggest light shining in front of you. in and out of months, you start to make sense of what this person is saying. still not to sure who it is but the feeling of warmth still sticks with you. you hear this person say mommy so its of natural instinct to try and say it. so you give it an attempt. you see this person's face light up even brighter. a little time passes by and you know how people are moving on their legs. you give it a go. you some how succeed your very first time and walk to this person. the persons face lights up even more and fills you with more warmth then ever before. In and out of years, you seem to understand what the words of these people are saying. something clicks. you realize that this bright person you oh so enjoy being around is called "mom". you reach a pinnacle point in your life where you realize your self awareness. as if you are separated from every living being in the world and focus on yourself. you are your own person. more years pass.