19 The one where she gets to know

Abhikshith felt guilty for ruining the night.

Kruthika went to her room, she cleaned her room. As she had whole night and she couldn't sleep. She used to spend rest of her night by watching movies and listening to the recording of her conversation with Krishna.

She listens to recording of one whole week and analysis herself, which was the better way to react and where did she go wrong and what can she do to make the wrong as right. She checked the messages, she had a new message from her parents.

It read WE HAVE SET AN ALLIANCE FOR YOU. THE BOY IS HAVING SOME CONFERENCE IN LONDON HE'LL CONTACT YOU. I'VE GIVEN YOUR PHONE NUMBER TO HIM.

She turned it off. She knew how to reject the proposal without hurting anyone. The clock ticked 4:30am, she went to the balcony, it was cold. She was standing alone at the balcony, her hairs were untied. She closed her eyes to feel the the coldness of early morning.

"You can't do this", "But you can't reveal yourself, you would not be having personal life. Your professional and personal life will be mixed. Be sure once again Kruthika","You should be alert each second from now on. God bless you", these were the words that echoed in her ears, she was seeing the flashes of room where a strict and cold person was talking to her.

She opened her eyes came to present with a deep sigh. Now she heard chirping of birds, they were already awake and were singing in their melodious voice to welcome the morning sun. She was in no mood to enjoy it, she felt huge responsibility on her shoulders.

She was not afraid of her responsibility nor she would run away from the duty. She was brave woman who can face all the obstacles on her way. She was neither proud nor ashamed, she was neither happy nor sad but stayed neutral. She knew how to control her emotions.

No one could ever describe her. She sat down for meditation to find answers for her question regarding Abhikshith and also to confirm her theories of answers.

After few minutes of closing her eyes she could see a person but couldn't remember about his physical characteristics the moment she opens her eyes, she was now in a place where everything looked like interconnected something like nerves in brain, much more complex.

Kruthika went near to that person, she didn't knew who he was, but she felt strongly connected to him as he was within her. Everytime she needed answer but failed to find them she went towards him by means of meditation. She addressed him as Krishna as she didn't knew what to call him.

She could not recognise the voice everytime she tried she ended up to conclusion that the voice might be her's. She could only feel his calmness, the soothness of the voice.

"So you came here again my dear lady", asked Krishna.

"I think you know very well the reason I came here. I'm here to ask you about Abhikshith", said Kruthika.

"Abhikshith which means courage, courage plays vital role in everyone's life my dear. It cannot change the situation but helps to face", answered Krishna.

"Krishna please! Stop playing games. I'm talking about Abhikshith Bhargav", said Kruthika who pleading.

"Oh yeah. I request you to ask your questions clearly. Look this is what happens when you ask half questions", said Krishna.

"I apologise for my stupidity. But please I need answers why is Abhikshith in the same place where I am staying? Why do I feel strange everytime I look into his eyes? Why did I feel strange when I gave hand shake to him at airport? What do he needs from me?", asked Kruthika.

"I think you have your answers for few of your questions my dear. First arrange them in order in which those questions arises. You will find answers", said Krishna in his soothing voice.

"Okay. First question I faced was why do I feel strange when I look into his eyes? Second question was why did I feel strange when I gave him hand shake to him at airport? Third is that why is he staying at the same place where I am staying? Final question is that what do he needs from me?", said Kruthika.

"Okay. As of now keep it aside. What about answers? You came here with few answers and needed to be sure about them. I appreciate you my dear, taking that step and waiting to confirm without taking any further steps", said Krishna.

"Few weeks back, when I was coming in taxi from airport to home, I was talking to you I mean I was recording my thoughts in movie addressing you in Telugu language. It was a woman driver in taxi.. No it was a man dressed like woman in taxi, he made a sniff when I said 'all men are dogs'.

And when I was giving money to him I dropped the coins, I did it on purpose to puncture the tire, I wanted him to get out of the car. I clutched his hands at wrist and looked into his eyes. I feel those are the same as of Abhikshith's in other words it was Abhikshith who as woman driver", said Kruthika.

"Look you already know the answer. It's true that Abhikshith dressed up like a woman driver and you met him. But why didn't you say it to anyone? You could have created a big issue on it", said Krishna.

"But I didn't knew why did he do so? And I didn't knew who it was at that moment. I thought it might be Gautham trying to convey some message at that moment. But when I enquired it wasn't him. I was confused who it might be I came to know the answer in the flight when I looked into his eyes. I wanted to be sure", said Kruthika.

"You want to know why did he do so. Right. Do you want the visuals or you want to be there in the situation. If you choose visuals you can see it in two dimensions but you want to be there in situation you can see it in three dimensions"said Krishna.

"I want to be there in the situation", answered Kruthika.

"Okay", said Krishna. Slowly the place around them changed into the party room where she could see Abhikshith and his brother Abhilash enjoying the party. She saw what happened during that party. Krishna was observing her while she was observing the whole visual.