Chapter

I stayed up all night just watching on youtube how to glow up. And I think it will hurt my head later because I fell asleep at two in the morning. It's really unbelievable just because of that youtube.

And this morning I woke up very early because I'm so fucking excited to make myself up again. I feel like when I'm just beautiful then Joshua talks to me, I just pay attention. Since I don't have any extra glass and I don't have contact lenses I let my vision be a bit blurry. I can still see them.

I curled my long hair, i put a slight liptint on my cheeks and also in my lips. And my eyebrow I add some eyebrow pencil. That's it.

Amira text me where i am, the class will begin soon and im dead when i get late.

I open my messenger and i see her online. "Im on the way" i send a message to Amira.

But after second minute Amira replied on me "Too late, dean are here. The door is lock" what a good day.

I just rested deeply because of Amira's reply. I looked at the time and it was 7:30 am. Okay I'm late whatever. It's just Psychology sub. Oh not JUST psychology sub, there's so many topic this day and i missed it right now.

After 1 hour the class is finally dismissed, Amira first appeared to me outside the corridor followed by Joshua.

"Why are you late?" she asked, her eyebrow are arched on me. "Wait .." she touched my whole face while looking at Joshua "Omygod, did you see what I see? Am I not mimicking?" she asked Joshua once again looking at me.

Why? Is my make-up bad?

"What's wrong? Doesn't it matter?" because I just can't go back to the past.

Before Amira could answer, Joshua answered "Nope" then leave us.

What's wrong with him?

I look at Amira in amazement still staring at me. And what's wrong with her too? It was as if she had just seen me fix myself and make-up so I once did. Especially on her birthday "Doesn't it really matter?" she stays silent so when I removed my lipstick she suddenly stopped me.

"Don't" she stopped "Mygod Sam!"

"What? Because Joshua said it doesn't matter, he says no"

She crossed her amrs "Don't mind him. I just wanna tell you that you're so pretty"

"Thank you"

While I was thinking if this thing really suits me I suddenly had a piece of paper placed on my desk and Joshua suddenly looked at the paper.

"What is this?" I asked Niko.

"Axcel provides"

I looked at Axcel and he waved at me, he signed to me to open the paper he gave me, my forehead was sunddenly wrinkle. We don't close each other, how come he wave at me right now?

'You look pretty'

I can't help but to smile, somehow someone appreciated the change in my arrangement except Amira. I looked at Axcel desk again when suddenly Joshua cleared his throat. I sat down properly and looked at him.

I start write down on the paper 'Thank you' and then i return the paper with my answer on Axcel.

I wanted to focus on listening to Sir, but this Axcel sent another paper to Niko. I accepted it then opened it. I see Joshua look at the paper again but this time he is taken by force the paper.

He wrote down on the paper but I could not see, as long as he would have handed the paper to Niko but I stole it.

"What's wrong with you?" and then I read what you wrote on the paper.

Dinner later? Axcel wrote this but when I read what Joshua wrote below 'Back off!' I  looked at him again.

"Mind your own business Joshua" just once someone had dinner with me and then he refused without my permission? Gosh, this guy. I thought he don't like me? Well i like him until now but i need some stress reliever especially with what is happening now at school, so many reviewers.

Instead of returning a paper to Axcel, I changed the writing paper and wrote on the paper

'Sure'

I looked Joshua again and Im shocked when he looked at me. Is he pissed or what? This is my life, I will do what I want. What his problem?

"Sam are you seeing someone?" Amira asked. But I shake my head. "Why? Do you have a date right away?" I didn't answer so Amira immediately carved on me "Really, so no need for me to introduce you a new man?" She laughed and excused herself, she will go in the bathroom.

I looked at Joshua because since I was talking to Amira, he was focused on me. "What's your problem?" I asked him.

He didn't answer me, he just put his two hands in his pocket and looked where.

I also looked at what he was looking at and I saw that he was looking at Axcel while he was writing something in his papers.

"Are you sure, you'll go with him?"

He was not looking at me so I could see how his jaw moved. I mean he looks patient and doesn't get angry. He seems to be holding back like that.

"Why not? He looks fine" I pointed to Axcel. And I need some new friends too, I don't like always have a third wheel with them. Duh.

He stared at me as he wanted to say something but Amira suddenly appeared in front of us.

"Oh were going now, be careful going home" Amira said.

"You too" I smiled and looked Joshua again. Ugh! Why i can't avoid to look at him?

"Hey"

"Hey" I give a simple smile on Axcel.

"Are you done?" because earlier he was still writing something.

He nodded "I'm sorry you've been waiting for me" he scratched his head. Cute.

"No, it's okay I just came out too"

As we walked I couldn't help but look at the people who were also looking at us. "Are you famous?"

Axcel laughs "No, why?" he looked at me.

"Because those we pass by look at us before"

"Because you are beautiful"