Prolog

Main Character POV

"Hi."

"My name is Ferly Adinata Nuraga."

"Usually called Ferly."

"This is not a mystery story."

"That looks creepy from the cover."

"Just a piece of my story."

"Who has experienced the dark side of the world."

"Not a criminal."

"It is just.."

"A story.."

"Which i myself do not understand why this happened to me."

"For some people it may look disgusting .."

"For some people also feel sorry for me."

"It's as easy as listening to someone else's story."

" Then..."

"Answering it very easily."

"Using suggestion and common sense."

"But .."

"For some people going through a difficult time in their life."

"It's not easy for some people to get over it."

"Who experienced it and who felt it .."

"Which makes you look worthless."

"Which makes you seem ..."

"Why was i born in this world?"

"What am i living for?"

"Right."

"Maybe it's true that life is part of the drama where ..."

"We are the protagonists."

"But you know .."

"God has his way."

"You'll get through it all."

"Over time."

"You will realize."

"If.."

"This is who you were in the past."

"The one who's confused .."

"How do you get past this?"

"Those who are tired and don't know what to do .."

"Make yourself seem like you are alone in this world."

"Don't understand why people hate you .."

"Don't believe in yourself."

"Don't even know if you have feelings and hearts."

"Even though you think ...

"I didn't do anything wrong."

"Until you want to scream and say .."

"It's me! I didn't do anything."

"What's my fault?"

"Until the time to answer it."

"And this is how i was."

"Until i realized .."

"If there is someone who loves you sincerely."

"Always by your side."

"Who always listens to you."

"Who always supports you."

"You are not alone in this world."

"Cry and laugh."

"You deserve to live and be happy in your own way."

"Keep up the spirit."

"Stay happy."

"Keep smiling."

"Stay up."

"You are a great person."

"You are a good person."

"You are the perfect person for yourself."

"You deserve what you get."

"Which makes you feel lucky to live in this world."