7 I want to leave

[Yoona's Pov]

I wake up the next day and met the sun,shining through the window and the pink curtains.The room was so bright and full of joy for me,but,once I leave this room,it'll be like exiting the realm of an Ice kingdom.I went to my bathroom and did my routine,by that I meant washing my face,brushing my teeth,and took a bath.I wore a white oversize shirt and grey sweatpants.I sat down on my bed and took my phone.I dialed Jimin's number,hopefully,he'll answer this time.After a few rings,someone answered and said."Yes Yoona?" "Yah why didn't you answer yesterday? Do you know how much I cried? Do you know how much I wanted to leave this place?!" I rapped and complained in satoori.I know how much my satoori affects Jimin because I'm the same with him.When he gets mad in satoori I get scared.It makes me just follow what he says because if he gets mad he becomes,very scary."Yoona..What happend?" As soon as he said those.I broke down,I cried like crazy,my tears falling like waterfalls."Yoona,Baby who made you cry?!" He asks.Baby..Baby is what we call each other,Baby,he thinks I'm a child,and I also think of him as a child also.

"Y-Yoongi.." I said."Calm down and tell me what happend okay? Now,breath in,breathe out.Calm down,Yoona,You'll get a heart attack if you don't calm down right now." He says,his voice full of worry.As soon as I calmed myself down,I was ready to let my feelings out.I've done this a lot of times,when I used to bottle up my problems when I was bullied back in school.But Jimin was always there to listen to me.He would rather stay quiet or give me advice while I tell him my stories.He was almost everything to me,except he had fallen in love with another girl,I tried to make him fall but,he told me he had set me up with his bestfriend.I was hurt,a lot.No one will ever love me because I'm weak.He's not my first love,he's my first crush.I chuckle,why am I thinking about this?"He told me he doesn't care about me." I said,without realizing I had already said it. "He what?!" He shouts."Stop shouting,It makes me want to cry more." I laugh sarcastically."I want to leave." I add."You want to what?!" He asked."I want to leave..this won't work.I can't do this,he won't fall in love with me.I'll rather die alone and sad rather than dealing with his temper.If he's listening right now then I could just jump from a cliff." I said.

"Yoona,listen.Yoongi,Yoongi will let you in soon.Just wait,and prove him that he can trust you." "How can I prove that?" "When you're there at his darkest times,and the darkest of them all.Don't leave him and he won't leave you.I swear." "Is that true? I'll just have to be beside him and he'll take me in?" I ask."Absolutely.If you need me,Just call me and I'll be there."

It was just like the last time..

His lullaby for me..

"You can count,on me,like,1,2,3.I'l be there."

[Yoongi's Pov]

I was needed at the restaurant,so I needed to tell Yoona that I'll be at the restaurant for a while.When I was suppose to knock.I could hear her say, ""Yah why didn't you answer yesterday? Do you know how much I cried? Do you know how much I wanted to leave this place?!" Yeah,that's what she said.Then she complained and rapped in satoori.I couldn't help but chuckle and feel quilty for what I said.She was crying,and she said a couple things I don't understand what topic it came from.When she said she'd rather jump from a cliff when she'll learn I was actually listening.I didn't notice a sad smile in my face.And when she said, "Is that true? I'll just have to be beside him and he'll take me in?" I couldn't help but feel,useless.What if she just uses me for her needs? What if she'll leave me when I give myself to her? What if she's just a playgirl? What if Jimin lied to me about her? What if she's here for my money?

What if I really fell in love with her?