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Who am I?

Where am I?

How did I get here?

What should I do?

This sounds like a terribly heavy for someone barely two years in a new life.

But I need it to stay grounded and sort out my thoughts, plan my way ahead.

I reincarnated but I didn't exactly bring over everything to this new life.

I don't remember my exact identity at all but I remember parts of my life maybe?

I remember most knowledge and common sense

My talents and skills too?

Maybe... Maybe not...

Too many uncertainties.

So much to pour into this first entry.

So far life seems rather comfortable and safe.

The place I am at looks like a traditional courtyard house in china.

The whole courtyard house screams luxury, ornaments and beautifully tended trees and flowers all over the place.

Food seems to be bountiful and filled with variety three meals a day, one noon tea time.

If I'm right, at least a hundred people work just at the section I am staying, mostly guards.

I might have been reborn into a wealthy house, though I yet to find out the status of this house?family? to this world.

At least my safety and well being is guaranteed albeit temporary.

That said, I have yet to be able to actually get out of the house or even the sight of my caretaker/maids at all.

Someone would scoop me out the moment I go as much as 50 steps near the gates, front and back.

I really want to know what's beyond the walls of this house.

Although not perfectly convinced yet, I think I might have travel back to the past considering the architecture and the language used.

I have yet to figure out how to speak properly but I could speak something simple for my needs now, I'm learning the language fast I think, at least faster than when I was learning chinese during college times.

Two years in this life and I have yet to know what my name is, the same goes for my supposed parents.

I have not seen my father once, although I have been getting visits from his underling? I'm not really sure what to call them since they grovel and kiss ass too much.

Mother has been very hot and cold though... When she's in the mood I couldn't even get out of her side for a moment otherwise I wouldn't see her for days?

The longest she's been away so far was almost a month.

The maids and servants seem to like calling me or mother in honorifics.

I'm side tracking too much.

The sky looks like I'm still on earth, there's a sun and moon, although the sky turn strangely purple for a really short period of time during sunrise.

There's also some weird animal scream sometimes.

Mother and the maidservants was very excited this morning, something about me getting something?someone? could it be my birthday? maybe I'll get a present?

I am so confused... I really wished I had study Chinese properly before I got reincarnated here.

I don't know what I want, what I need right, what I should do right now and all I can do is play some pretend toddler.

This is so frustrating and vexing... I could use a melon bread now now now.

I will reserve all judgment and bias until I know more about this world and spare my tiny fingers the pain now.

My hand feels very sore as I end this entry, it hurts to write so much, I swear I'm going to find something more convenient than using this stupid feather or the brush to write my diary.