WHAT IS THIS!?

Why is it this world so unfair no it's too much let's start over, why is it my family is so cruel? i know they love me but what they did all this time is just too much for my me to accept.

Hello my name is Cassian Nolan im 12 years old today, yes exactly today is supposed to be my awesome birthday party i say awesome but it's just me n my family have a feast together.

First of all, i wanna share something important today, listen up today this morning i woke up like usual im not a morning person but i still wake up normally at 7 in the morning but something is wrong i can feel it but i don't know what is wrong.

Yes it's confusing i know i know im also confused and panicking right now.. eh why? oh i didn't tell u yet, ok so when i feel something is wrong i ignored it and climb off my bed and put in my slippers then i saw it the bulging in between my legs. WHAT IS THISSSS!!!? yeah i scream the hell out of my lungs and few sec later i can hear footsteps running around the entire house and then bang! my door open come the questions "what's wrong baby boy!? " my dad, "oh my are u hurt big boy?" my mom yes im a girl i supposed to be one till this morning i guess.