19 PREDILECTIONS!

But he hurt him very badly in the last ten years by not talking to him. The damage was done already enough to break them apart from each other. A wave of timidness coursed through his body made his mind feel numb for a long time.

The illusion of saving his Xian ge by staying away from him had become a big lie of his life, but how could that be true? Haven't he tried all possible ways to keep his Xian ge safe from the hands of monsters in their life?

In those ten years of separation, he wanted to keep him safe and sound. Until then he didn't get strong enough to keep Tang Xian safe from every possible threat around them but the problem persisted. What he did was all wrong from the start? What he thought he was doing was always wrong?

But ultimately, he did, he messed up everything so badly that he couldn't even say the truth of his life to his Xian ge looking directly into his eyes.

Now telling him directly about his unchanged feeling from the last ten years was like hurting him more! Wasn't it like rubbing a grain of salt? Can any reason be enough to meet the particular behaviour?

He only continued to stare at his Xian ge and Tang Xian was staring at him constantly.

Lu Yanli was mesmerized with the two of them when they stood in front of each other looking all red and bright. They were looking at each other like crazed persons? When they reached almost to the car unknowingly Lu Yanli made a place for both of them to lead to the backseat of the car and sat in the front seat.

"So why are you coming with us, Mr Song...??"

Lu Yanli asked Song Jun to keep the conversation on.

"First thing I am not coming with you and second I am not obliged to answer all your questions, Miss Yanli!"

"Judi, Why are you getting so angry with her?? She was just asking you nicely. You need to answer nicely, Judi. She is my best friend. That means she is your friend too."

"Xian ge, best friends don't get involved in every matter of their best friend's, best friend's matter which is not related to them and most important thing, I can't make her my friend just because she is your best friend!"

When Tang Xian was about to answer him back, Lu Yanli came in between.

"I think you need to know so many things about my best friend Mr song! We share everything about each other.

Mr Song and that's why we call each other best friends! We are close enough to share everything like dislike, life, love...everything!"

The last word struck the heart of the Moon. Yes, LOVE...

"Does she know whom Xian ge loves or is she the one whom Xian ge love??"

Questions...So many questions but there was no solution. His heart was trying hard to keep calm but this put it in turmoil once again. Only the opening of the heart can make him know everything!

"Yes, Xian ge only my confession can make you mine forever or can take you away from me forever! I need to know. I need to confess. Yes, I will confess tonight."

"Oh! Mr Song is in deep thought now. I think this cupid's arrow hit the core of your heart. Yes, what you are thinking about is exactly the thing I want to happen right now.

Maybe I will always think of you as guilty but for me, Xian Xian's happiness is more important and your state is also no different than my Xian.

I don't want to punish you for your mistake or maybe it doesn't count as one! Maybe your age was not that much where you could have thought of things sensibly enough.

You love Xian truly and Xian also loves you more than his life, so don't think much and get your Earth for yourself."

Lu Yanli's thoughts were roaming randomly on the memories she had of her best friend and her Moon.

{In Tang Xian's office after some time.}

"Xian Xian, we still have fifteen minutes left for the meeting. If you want to show Mr Song around you can. I will just check everything. Be there on time. You know guài wu* will make it hard for us and I don't like it when you need to say sorry to him for every small thing.

I know how long you have waited for Mr Song to come back home and I know Mr Song must be having very little time to stay here with us but we need to do the work and our boss doesn't allow us to entertain our guests for long...They need to go back early..."

Tang Xiao looked at worried Lu Yanli and gave his warm and friendly smile after putting his hand on her head.

"I know that girl! I won't be late. I promise that. Now go and check everything. Don't kill anyone if things are not up to mark. I have already seen Cheng's presentation and he had done it brilliantly, so just focus on your sweet speech because that is going to need more. I will be there on time."

The milk white colour of Moon soon turned crimson in anger while looking at the best friend's extra touchy moments. The jealousy took birth since the day he saw Lu Yanli for the first time at the airport, kneeling and proposing to Tang Xian.

It was getting very hard for him to endure their closeness in everything. He surely didn't remain connected with Tang Xian for all those ten years but he had reason to stay away from Tang Xian.

There was not a single day, hour, minute, even a second passed by when he remained away from the memories of his Gege but still, he made a mistake by not connecting with his gege. He was aware of his blunders but his heart didn't let him allow someone else's closeness with his gege!

"Why do they need to touch each other every time they speak? Xian ge why is this girl so important to you? I know I made a mistake gege but can you just forgive your Moon my Earth? Is her presence more important in your life than mine? Why does she call me a guest? Am I a guest in your life???

" DO I NEED TO GO BACK AGAIN WITHOUT MY XIAN GE?"

And rein he had put on his unrestrained mind cut into pieces! Farewell from his Xian ge now was not even the last thing on his mind. How can he even think of such a soul breaking thing?

How can he give up on his meeting with his Xian ge now? or if correctly said how can he give up on his life now? He wasn't ready to accept anything else for him or his gege other than them!

'THUD'

A paperweight fell in near glamorous legs! By mistake or maybe purposely! Moon's eyes turned to look at Lu Yanli and as usual, a smile plastered around her face,

"Judi, what are you doing? How can you play with paperweights like that? It could have hurt her feet."

When Tang Xian saw that paperweight near Lu Yanli's leg, he got scared for seconds and when he realized what must have happened, he immediately turned to look at his didi vomiting fire from his eyes towards Lu Yanli and when Tang Xian was about to confront Song Jun about it when Lu Yanli interjected him in-between, she spoke for her best friend's life,

"Xian Xian, it's okay it didn't hurt me! It just landed near my feet but thanks to God it could have hit your feet also Right, Mr Song? You should be careful while doing something otherwise your loved one can get hurt. Don't you think?

Xian Xian I am going okay! Just look after Mr Song, he is our guest before going back to Korea. He should not feel that we haven't served him well. Enjoy your tour to your Xian ge office before going back...Good-by Mr Song"

AUTHOR'S THOUGHTS:

LU YANLI PUT BOTH SONG JUN AND TANG XIAN IN BIG TURMOIL. WHAT YOU THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN NOW?

WILL SONG JUN ABLE TO TELL HIS HEART TO TANG XIAN OR HE WILL LEAVE HIM ALONE ONCE AGAIN LIKE TEN YEARS BACK?