20 COGNIZANCE
The reality of going part again hit the Earth and Moon equally. They are supposed to part again. Moon for his work and Earth to stay at her place again waiting for her Moon to come back to her for maybe eternity.
The triggered emotions could be seen clearly on their faces. The beautiful girl turned softly to look at both of them to notice the visible changes in their faces.
Moon's heavy breathing wasn't highlighted for any random person but the beautiful girl felt the heavy flood of emotions was about to come.
The possibility of unrestrained rain, the unrestrained flood of unrestrained emotions!!!
"I just voiced out one of the possibilities dear Mr Moon and you are shaken to your core! If I would have thought of this possibility before many days could have been saved. We all wasted so many days for your treatment.
You are disturbed even at the thought of being alone one more time, then why not act on getting your Earth for yourself now. If you don't want it to happen in real life, take your Earth with you!"
A beautiful girl looked back at Tang Xian again and moved out of the cabin as soon as possible. She typed the message to her partners in crime to tell them about the recent situation and told them to expect their victory soon!!!
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Lu Yanli soon texted Dr Cao after making Song Jun jealous and giving him a reality check on their relationship status. All the ideas which were given to her by Dr Cao started to work accordingly and she felt much relieved when she saw Song Jun invited himself to Tang Xian's office.
He followed Tang Xian and her to be with Tang Xian all the time. When Song Jun saw the closeness of Lu Yanli and Tang Xian one more time all his patience left him alone in the world of darkness and jealousy.
Handsome doctor: So they are all alone in the office???
Beautiful girl: Yes I just left them both with lots of anxiety in their hearts.
Handsome doctor: You told all office staff to take a break. They are not in the office right??
Beautiful girl: Yes doctor Cao everything is done. No one is in the office except them and me.
Handsome doctor: So a beautiful girl needs someone's company?
Beautiful girl: Well I don't need company to keep me occupied...I have loads of work to do.
Handsome doctor: Well a cup of coffee can make you feel fresh to work hard.
Beautiful girl: But I don't like to drink coffee.
Handsome doctor: Tea can do the same effects.
Beautiful girl: Yes, what you are saying makes sense. Thank you for your advice. I will make tea for myself first. Bye!
Handsome doctor: ...........okay, bye Lu Yanli!
Beautiful girl: But I would like it if I could have a company to drink tea with.
Handsome doctor: 20 minutes.
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Earth was still feeling numb after listening to the reality of their life.
"Moon is a guest. Will he go back soon??? Am I going to live alone just like before?
Is he going away without knowing my feelings again??? Is this why he came back to kill me once again?"
Earth's thoughts just now made it hard to breathe, the panicking stage took her away from reality one more time.
"What if he will go back now when I feel him not just with the body but with my soul...When he said that.
'Xian ge dede ài ni!'
He said that in the hospital right??? He only said that in the hospital when he was in his sleep
Yes, Sleep! He didn't say it when he was conscious of Xian. What are you thinking?
What if he just doesn't love me like before?
What if he is actually just coming here casually?"
Earth's mind went totally in chaos while thinking about all the possibilities Yan Yan said just now and didn't realize the person about whom she was thinking was shaking to the core behind him!
For Earth, her own feeling kept her in too much of turmoil that she totally forgot about her Moon who left behind unnoticed whose thoughts were also making his mind miserable,
"Xian ge, you were always waiting for me to come to you but I was so timid and ignorant that I never realized that you were always standing there where I left you ten years back. I always wondered all around the world but couldn't ever make up my mind to come to my home to my Xian ge...my home!!!
I always walked towards that blind spot which led me away from you always but you always stood there for me.
I hate myself for not looking back at you, for not taking care of your feelings, for not thinking about the countless things you have done for me!
I am sorry Xian ge! I am so sorry! I know I can't say sorry enough for what you did for me but I will always make you happy from now on. I know you love me and I can only make it up to you with my love, With my love unconditionally!"
Moon's thoughts made him more vulnerable and he did what he wanted to do for a long time.
Earth got shocked when the hands of her Moon encircled her from the back. Moon's left hand was supporting her stomach which was paining from butterflies flying in it and his right hand was on the heart of Earth which was showing its presence to the touch of the Moon!
"Judi...." Earth said while trying to remove hands Moon from her body,
"No, Xian ge, please let me feel you for some time! I will speak today I promise!
I want to speak my heart today to you just like before but please let me feel you to my heart's content first! Let me feel you!!!"
Moon's tears were soaking Earth's back wet! Yes, they were making her drenched with the new life of emotions!
LOVE, LONGING, HATE, SURPRISE, ANXIETY, FEAR, SADNESS, ANGER!!!
Love, which left her soul for ten long years!
Longing, which Earth felt took birth one more time in her heart right now!
Hate, for her Moon for leaving for ten long years alone!
Surprise, for what her Moon did to her just now!
Anxiety, because of what if her Moon doesn't say what she wants to hear!
Fear of losing what she just got!
Sadness, for living ten long years alone in the waiting for a single response from her Moon!
Anger, for leading a miserable life without her Moon by her side, for not getting a single hint from her Moon to go on with seasons of waiting!
Lots of emotions took birth in a few seconds of eloping.
"No...Judi, you can't feel me! No, you can't, you don't have that right now!" Earth thought to herself.
"SLAP..."
A loud slap echoed in the office of which door was tightly closed or they thought it was.
Earth was angry, raged and then another loud sound was heard by the silent walls of the office.
The emotions which were deep buried inside the Earth now splashed out like lava.
She was hurt! He hurt her for ten long years! He took her very soul with him, never to say anything again!!!
For those ten years of silence, she has only one answer which she gave him with loud noises.
"I... I waited...waited for you to co...come back to me...for so long!
I... I waited every day to get a c..call from your happiness!
I... I waited every day to get a si...simple reply from your sadness!
I... I waited every night to get scolded by your anger!
I waited for you every single day and every single night for you to come back to me!
Just one hello...a smile...a curse... everything would have done with me!
I waited for you to curse me...scold me for not listening to you at that time!
I waited for that slap to come in my way to make me come to life again!
Your anything would have been done, Judi but nothing came back from you nothing!
You killed me, Judi, that day when you denied speaking with me for the first time!
You killed me when you threw away the gift I sent for your birthday!
You killed me that day when you blocked me from your social accounts!
How could you...how...how could you do that to me, Judi??? How could you?? Now that you have come back and said you want to feel me.
Why Judi?? Why??
Now how could you...how could you do that to me, Judi? Now that you have come back you want to feel me.
Why Judi?? Why??
Do you want to kiss me again to bind me to you again just to leave me alone to lead a miserable life??
What do you want to do Judi this time...?? What do you want from me this time?
MY LIFE???"
Earth was pouring her heart out in front of the Moon. Earth's eyes were constantly shredding the strings of pearls and then the Moon, who knew whose fault it was, took his crying, sobbing, shuttering, shaking Earth in his embrace!
