14 ALLURE!

"Xian, what the hell have you been doing inside that washroom for half an hour? Get the hell out of it, you dumb, open the door first!"

"I am doing what we are supposed to do here, Yan Yan! Now go to the office. So much of the work is piling up. Go!"

"You dunce, I know what I am supposed to do! Don't teach me, but if you are not going to come out of that room, you will soon lose so many precious moments of your life, so just get your ass out of there."

When he heard his friend calling for the third time, he decided to answer her request but he was adamant to not open the door of the washroom till the time, the killer of his dignity and mental peace didn't go away for their respective work so that nobody would bother him at least for a day!

"Go to hell Yan Yan, I told you already that I am not going to come out anytime soon. I know what you all are planning to do to me for the next few hours.

Do whatever you want to do outdoors, I am not coming out for sure. Just go to your doctor, don't bother with me."

Hearing his nasty reply all the blood of her body rushed to her face and in rage, she answered her friend usually as she did,

"You douchebag, just lock yourself in this disgusting place forever and yes, I am going to my good for nothing doctor.

Do you want to know why? Because he called me sometime before, to tell me that your Moon is about to wake up! Now enjoy your dignity and self-respect in that room, never come out again!

Calling my doctor is good for nothing, BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER ONLY TWO OF US ARE GOING TO HELP YOU TO GET TOGETHER FOREVER!"

Lu Yanli almost shouted the last sentence on the door which burst open up as soon as the realization hit her friend hard enough to go dizzy with glee!

"Yan Yan, you are telling me the truth? is...is..he...he will...he will...wake...wake up soon?"

The stammering was unavoidable, wasn't it? The happiness which was making his chest pain was also making his throat twinge in the agony of bliss.

Was it really hard to believe the reality of coming back to his love? Yes, it was hard for him to trust, The enigma of acceptance! The gaze which held Lu Yanli's gaze soon turned to look into the big zero of his life, like the soul suddenly leaving its body.

The figure standing in front of her started to shiver frantically and wobbling of legs bent them touch the ground but the hold of the patron held him in her tight grip so as not to let him fall ever again.

"Xian Xian, he is coming back to you, he is truly back to you! You need to accept this reality as soon as possible. Every time you just can't let your mind win over your heart.

Xian Xian, believe in your heart, he knows the truth from the beginning. Your mind is playing the game with you.

Don't let your mind win over your heart. Now please don't waste any more time! Let's go and meet your Moon first. You know he had his sufferings just like yours. let's go."

And Lu Yanli held Xian's still shivering wrist tightly to take him to his Jun without any delay!

{In the hospital room...Jun's point of view where he is conscious and thinking to himself.}

Was it a dream??? What a beautiful dream it was???

I was sleeping in my gege's arms! I even kissed him, bit him, tasted him! And he moaned, sang my name, he...he became hard under me. Shuddered under my body.

Xian ge and me, Walking together with each other in the journey which is called life!!

Though my memories of that gorgeous dream were weak, but it was way too real! His soul breathing under my soul, getting one...for eternity!

I felt hardness to my south. Oh! It was way too painful like other times. Yes, it happened many times. In my dreams!

It was not my first dream about having my Xian ge in my way. Kissing his red luscious lips, engraving my mark on his jade-like skin, making him sing my name like his songs! Making him mine…

Stroking him hard to make him whin under me! Making him cry my name loud enough to reach heaven! Doing him innocently, sometimes lovingly, sometimes in lust but not even once I could hurt him doing it. No, never I can't even hurt my Xian ge even in my dreams!

I want to make him happy! I want to make him feel me inside him, I want to feel his walls holding me tightly in that intimacy.

Sometimes in my bedroom,

sometimes in my car,

sometimes in my kitchen and sometimes in the wild and so on. So many dreams are about to come true.

My first wet dream came when I turned 17. It was too early, yes maybe it is! Yes, that time it was because of him. My first time because of him! When I went home from working and dancing my ass off. My mother was chatting with her best friend, Aye. Xian ge's mama, my Aye!

She was opening the packet with photos. My mother was still exchanging everything from our daily routines to my pics, everything and then he came into my view. My Earth's photo managed to come near my foot after my mother messed upholding all the pics together!

It was supposed to be with my mother but I managed to hide it from her under my shirt while running before she could even sense my presence there.

I could not believe my eyes. He is an ethereal beauty. My hand which was holding his photo was aching to come down but I wasn't able to give order to my hand as my mind was taken over my brain!

"Thump-Thump, Thump-Thump, Thump-Thump"

I was able to hear my heartbeats at that time.

How can someone look so striking and celestial like that? It made my heart thump loudly. It beat so fast that I felt that I would have a heart attack at this rate!

The heat which was burning my insides soon turned into fire and all I felt uncomfortable down there. I clenched my sheet with both hands in a fist. My breathing started to get uneven.

An immense passion rose in my abdominal pit that almost made my whole body break into a sweat, that went slowly down to my little brother!

Both legs tried hard to give my little brother backing but they failed miserably. I tried hard to get up to see why my head, cheeks were burning but all I could do was close my eyes and think of only one person in the whole world.

Soon that fire took me under it and I was engulfed in it. The pain down there rose to the highest when I saw myself kissing my gege ten years back.

My back arched and my lower half started to sense the crawling sensation towards my little brother.

A groan loosened from my mouth when I felt pain in there and even in my throat.

Just thinking of the memory of our first kiss made that sensation rise high in that part that I started to moan out slowly enough like whispers. My right thigh slowly rubbed my little brother down in the south which was showing its presence even in my tight jeans. The discomfort I felt in those tight jeans was beyond repair!

Slowly rubbing little brother I tried hard to take a breath but every part of my body wanted the touch of those hands which roamed on my body when I was tiny. His beautiful face, mole under those luscious lips, everything was making me crave for that touch.

A touch that will be different from before, the touch which will be not to make me calm but to make me more flushed, the touch which will make every cell of my body feel alive.

As sensation increased I moaned loudly enough to make myself heard in another room and then I poured the first seeds of mine out with that loud moan!

Yes, it was my first orgasm. Just with a picture of him I had my first ever sexual experience! The allure was so beautiful worth dying for!

Yes, Aye always sent his new pics to my mother just like my mother sent my pics to them. They exchanged everything with each other. Only I was the one who was left behind or it was me who cut off from them out of fear! Yes, fear...

Father!!!

Father where children find their solace in them I found my dead end with him. Yes, it was the death of my love for him and mine too.

When we came to South Korea my father discovered me trying to call my gege...

I was beaten till death again nth time...I fell unconscious after that beating but I wasn't afraid of him and told him that I will keep calling my gege and never leave him again after regaining consciousness.