1 17th Jan,2016

Today,

I was so sad. I love myself so much.

Today, My dad got phone call from my tutorial class teacher.

Afterwards, My dad ask me, "Why you aren't going tutorial class?" "I was sick, dad.", I lied.

In actual, I was bored to go tutorial classes. I always lie about it. But, I never feel guilty even once.

Today was so much different than other days. I am actually feeling bad for lying to my dad and this is bothering me so much that its giving me a headache.

I was watching anime 'VAMPIRE KNIGHTS'. I don't understand anything because of this confusion deep inside my heart. I don't know, what should I do? I always lied to my parents and now, I suddenly feeling guilty about it?! Why, I am feeling guilty?!