sad life but I'm happy

I was born in the village of Wangsan, Gangneung, and lived there with my parents.

So my time began in a small town in the countryside, there was no chance, and the country I lived in was not my age That's how my time always suited the time of being alone Time was the only thing I had in my childhood

Sometimes, people who lived in their parents' old days, there are times that I don't understand the way of thinking that much. the time has come

Apparently, I take care of the people called my brothers first, and as the youngest, it was the times when I became blind to my parents, and it was also a time when I thought that maybe this was the time when the time called my destiny began. There were times when I just watched the fish swimming by the river and I spend so much time, my parents take care of my sister more, and that was the time when those times when I didn't become such a great person began to happen. It was such a time when a life that became a childhood that became a time when the existence of an older sister became more shining like that of my parents.

It was also a time of quiet and quiet nature, and there were a lot of older people in the neighborhood.

So, grandmothers and grandfathers in the neighborhood gather like that, play gossip, drink like that, and those times are the memories of childhood.

My father drank and had a bad habit of drinking, so if you look at old dramas, that kind of person is a typical father. Throwing objects around, assaulting your mother, and fighting with the people in the neighborhood. The existence became the father, so it made me think that the time I was born with that person's blood in my time was a bit wrong, and it was the time when I felt sorry for the time of my birth, such a time that became the beginning of my life It was the times, so my father is not so good-natured that he calls him a tyrant in the family.

So when I come in after drinking, I remember the memories of my family hiding once. When my father returned from going out, there were times when all the family members held their breath and were nervous. It has become a time that is both a time and a moment.

My family hates me so much, but I follow them because I am a father, and the times of being a father that are not corrected like that have become such a day that continues. It's a bit of a hellish memory. The existence of a father who abused me was moments when I felt like a reality of hell I wanted to escape from when I was young.

However, my childhood was a time when I was told to listen to my parents no matter where I went, and my sister, unlike me, received a lot of attention from my parents.

My childhood was such a time when my time started a little differently, and it was also the time when those times that started from my childhood as a person who was so superior to others began.

At that time, in my childhood, there were times when I didn't know anything about being superior to me.

Just because my sister is my older sister, do my parents treat me differently and take care of me a little more?

Or it was a time when I thought that way rather than whether my sister received a little more attention than me because she has a better brain.

In my childhood like that, there were times when I rode the school bus in the countryside to and from school. I remember that the schools were merged because the number of students was small.

It was a convenient time to spend elementary school like that, but there were still only two people my age at school My time with few peers was such a time when I was in a lonely school year alone. Those times when there was no one around were a time when we got along a little bit and wanted to share stories with each other disappeared.

The teacher put two girls like me at the same desk, and the memories of a country school where there were only two of them in one grade cross my mind.

Apparently, the girl and I were living in opposite directions, and there were moments when we couldn't get to know each other. It was such a time when the times that took me to the town I lived in Wangsan continued.

So, I remember those times when we had classes at school and we couldn't even talk or get to know each other like that.

Monday to Friday at school and Saturday and Sunday at home are all the time I spend in my childhood.

In my absence, those times I couldn't get to know even though I wanted to stay close as a memory.

I went to school with no one to make friends with.

It was also a time where we had more time to chat with our brothers and sisters at school than just to chat lightly.

When I went to school like that, my sister was 4 years older than me, so it became a time for my sister to attend a middle school next door. was going to school

Before that, when I was a child, there was a little friend living in the house right next door to me.

The friend had three daughters. As I remember, before commuting to school, we studied together in a rural atmosphere at a small public school and we got along like that. I remember catching grasshoppers and sometimes going to the grass to catch grasshoppers.

Also, there are many houses that farm, so I remember that I said that it is fun to ride a cultivator and ride a bicycle.

That way, my time casually leads to those moments where it seems like that kind of time is everything These days become the moments that become the times that become

So one day, that friend moved due to school problems. There were times when the older sisters were so old that they naturally transferred to another school. There were also moments like that. It was a time when I moved in first like that when I was younger Those times have come

I remember those times when I was in the countryside, so I casually hang out with my brothers and sisters, see a lot of people drinking and having accidents in the town, and remembering those times that followed.

In my childhood like that, I sometimes think that the time adults talk about was probably not my childhood.

In an era when TV was not broadcast after 12 o'clock, there were moments when film tape cassettes were the kind of time that suits me, the time that became my childhood was my childhood.

It is said that memories in the countryside are such a free time, but there were also moments when such a time alone was more suitable.

I came to think of it as a time that makes me feel more comfortable with being alone.

Even when the four seasons pass, the memories of being in the countryside don't bother me that much. Sometimes I think that time alone is more suitable for me, and sometimes looking at the stars in the night sky and thinking about the stars is the only time I spend by my side.

Such a childhood was a time when my sister's transfer to school casually made me transfer to a public school. As a country child, it was a time of such a time when I was naturally moved away from people.

After such a transfer, the time came when the name of the national school was changed from the name of the national school to the elementary school. There were times when I thought that it was an awkward time. The time when I was in the 5th grade of elementary school was when I changed from Nara to an elementary school because it was called a public school because the name was strange.