20 Well fuck

I got good news and bad news.

Good news(I think): Is that someone somehow likes me. I mean, I don't talk much, texting conveys more emotions than my face, voice, and body language. I only take my mask off when I'm eating and tbh, my social skills are meh.

I'm an actions speak louder than words person, so idk know how to show interest in someone through talking, but I don't want to be physical with somebody I only knew for two weeks.

The bad news is that I tested positive for Covid and it's bad. Tbh I might actually die from this shit. Asthma, heart murmur symptoms(on the regular), and this COVID shit not rly a good mix.

Like if god exist what tf I do? Actually I called him dumb a few times in my other ff, but nah he gave me this other shit at birth.

Well fuck it. Imma be gone for at least a month. If I'm gone for anymore time just assume my condition got worse.

If I get cured or whatever imma try to do a mass release.

God rly testing me rn. How I finally meet somebody that match my standards just for God to fuck me over. At least I got the number today.

By the time y'all read this imma be on the phone drinking tea, eating soup, and dying.