2 The beginning!

CHAPTER 1:

“ You want this right? Then face the consequences! “ He tighten his grip on my wrist and drag me to bed. Anger is visible in his well-dimmed eyes, like fireworks in the night.

“ I’m begging you Fergus! Don’t do this to me! “ I shouted and tried to run away from his torture but he’s so strong. He easily torn my clothes then climb up on top of me.

“ Don’t do this. P-please don’t! “ I beg for his mercy but he didn’t listen. Instead, he bit my neck and put hickeys on it. “ Don’t! “ I beg once again but still no response.

“ You want me right? You want money and my fame! You ruined my happiness Demonise! “ Anger is there with a hint of disgust. I scramble as much as I can but my strength can’t be compared to his.

For another time around, he ruined my innocence and purity. One night isn’t enough to settle his anger towards me. For three years, I’ve been in hell with his punishments. All I can do is to cry in a dark corner and wished for him to love me back, but even the stars at night is not so kind enough to grant my desired wish.

After he reached his satisfaction, he then walk towards the cr and I guess, his gonna take a bath to wash away my dirt in his body. Should I call myself ‘ lucky ‘ to marry the person I love but have loved someone else? I slowly move my body and I can feel the aches in it. I’ve been bearing lots of beating from my husband. My husband who doesn’t even look at me as his wife.

“ I’m going out! Don’t expect me to come home, not even tomorrow. “ I was lost in my painful thoughts when I heard his arrogant tone of voice. I was about to say something when I saw him closing the door with a bang.

“ W-why? What did I do to deserve this? “ I whispered as if he’s still with me. We’re married but he treated me as a toy. I’m worst than his maids. All I did was loving him and giving everything for him, but I don’t know why he keeps on saying that I’m disgusted. Like I’m a pathetic woman in his eyes.

“ Cheer up Demonise! “ I want to comfort myself. I’m always an independent girl that men would look up to, but Fergus is like a thorn in the rose. Deadly and painful. However, no one can blame me for loving a person like him.

After thinking about the pain that I had received from the past three years, I decided to take a bath and fix myself. I wash my body and my hair. The hickeys are too revealed. I brush my teeth and wrap my body with a white towel. I walk towards my closet and grab my red pajamas.

I blowed my hair using a blower subsequently then jump into my bed. Oh! Before I forgot, this is my room while his room is next to mine. Even If we’ve been together for years, I still don’t know about how his room look-like. He doesn’t want me to be there and I didn’t try to sneak, not even once.

*BUZZZZ…. *BUZZZZ… *BUZZZ…

I reach my phone above the desk on my bedside. I look at the caller and was hoping that it was him, but my excitements turned to disappointments. I press the answer button and wait for him to speak.

“ How are you Dem? “ I smiled because of his worried voice. Even if the whole world is against me, he would stood up for me and will always do.

“ Still breathing Tim. How ‘bout you? Still single? Hahaha… “ I said to him then laugh. I always loved teasing him because he’s like a dragon ready to blow fire when pissed off. I wrap the blanket around me while still talking to him.

“ As always. You know that I already have someone in my heart Dem. “ I stop for awhile after hearing his voice. It felt weird to me. I don’t know why but there’s something telling me that I know who it is.

“ Then tell me so that I can fix your problem. “ I snap out the weird feeling and tried to ask him about her. I heard a deep sigh in the other line of the phone. Well, we’re somewhat like in the same boat right now.

“ I can’t. “ He pauses. “ I’m still not ready to tell her about my emotional agendas. I’m not ready yet Dem. “ It seems like his tone is a little bit heavy yet, it felt weird again. Maybe it’s just my imagination.

“ Ok! Whenever you’re ready, you can always talk to me. “ I want to comfort him but I can’t even comfort myself. “ I’ll hang up the phone then. “ Hearing him said yes, I ended the call and lay down in bed.

I was just humming around until the darkness drag me. I’m sleepy and I need to rest. My body needs to rest, so are my mind and my heart. I feel pity for them, they’re the one who’s been broken all these years.

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Four days had passed but Fergus didn’t even send a message for me. Though I’m used to it, I still can’t stop assuming that he cares for me. I already ate my breakfast and I don’t know what to do. I’m bored but can’t even seek for fresh air.

I’m here downstairs reading a book that was written by HEAVENinHELL24. Maybe this is my daily routine. Eating, reading, and sleeping. Oh I also forgot! I’m also waiting for him almost everyday.

I’m with my sleeveless white shirt paired with a black shorts. An eye glasses and a messy hair. I don’t have to make myself pretty, after all, I’m just his prisoner with no sentimental value at all.

“ Oh baby! Why are you in a hurry? “ I froze when I heared someones voice. I tried to ignore it but it’s just way too unbearable.

“ Baby… Let’s go upstairs? You want to have fun right? “ His voice is like a kick in the ass. Damn him! Bringing his fling in our house. Does he have the word respect? How could he?!

“ I want to but I’m kinda hungry. I wanna eat first baby. “ I witnessed how she wrap her arms on my husbands neck then the next move caught me off guard. She suddenly kissed him. She fvck'n kiss my husband in our house?

The kiss is way too wild that I couldn’t look to them. How can she kiss him without him, beating her? How can he kiss her without him, hurting her? I feel jealous. I’m jealous because of the way he’s treating that girl. It seems like I’m not his cup of tea, but can I be a milk instead? Silly me. Like what he always say, ‘ I have no room in his heart. Not even forever! ‘

They’re about to go upstairs when I suddenly spilled my thoughts. “ You’re hungry right? “ Both of their sight landed on my figure. There’s no time for cowardness. I just want to get his attention a little bit.

“ Oh! Who is she babe? “ The girl with a blonde hair asked Fergus, my husband. The two pair of eyes that I always been loving for years stared at me. Is he doubting about my identity? I know that our marriage was never been announced in public but we’re already tied.

“ Babe? “ This flirty woman is really irritating. She’s so close to him. I smiled at her and was about to clear up her mind about me when Fergus stopped me. Is he really going to say that I’m his wife? But instead, what comes out from his mouth broke me even more.

“ She’s my helper. Feel free to ask her service first, since she’s too desperate to serve us. “ I glance at him and saw how he smirked at me. Because of embarrassment, I look down and stared the floor.

“ Ahmm.. Can you cook for me? I’m starving. “ She asked while putting a fake smile in her face. I know her tactics, I can sense her mask. Even though I don’t want to, but I can’t say no. Fergus would kill me if I say so.

“ It’ll be serve five minutes from now. I’ll excuse myself first and prepare what I can do. “ Saying these words made me pinch my pride as the legal wife. She may not know that I’m his lovers wife, but how could Fergus tell her that I’m just his helper?

“ Make it fast Demonise, my girlfriend is hungry. “ I heared his dark manly voice from a distance but I didn’t bother myself to answer his demand. I should be happy that he came back home, but with his “ so-called “ girlfriend? Forget it!

I was about to turn myself near the table to prepare the plates, but to my surprise, I froze when I felt a dark presence at my back. “ F-fergus… “ I stuttered and I don’t know what to do. Should I turn myself around? But what if---------, what if our nose touches?

I remained standing while he’s also at my back. “ D-demonise… “ He whispered and I can feel the butterflies in my stomach. My body shivered when his breath exploded my hair. What the fudge is he doing?

“ What are you doing Fergus? “ I tried to speak up for my chaotic deliberation. My body trembled when his hand touches my shoulders and squeeze it roughly.

“ Don’t you dare tell Aziyah that you’re my wife. Or else, ------- “ He pauses for awhile and move his face near my ear. “ You’ll face the consequences, woman! “

He tighten his grip on my shoulders and sniff my messy hair. Fear occupied my heart when his right hand landed on my neck, like it was seeking something there. “ Fergus! “ My heart almost jump when he rubbed my collar bone and pinch it.

“ Stop! “ I protest when I realized that he’s choking me. I struggled to breath and catch some air when he added some force to choke me. “ You’re killing me! “ I was about to attack him when the girl earlier shouted from the living room.

“ What’s taking you so long baby? “ Irritation is in her pitch. Fergus lossen his grip on my neck and stared at me. As if he’s gonna devoured my soul out of my body. “ Don’t make a mistake. “ He mumbled straight into my eyes. “ If you disobey me, you know what will I do Demonise. “

My breath became normal when he moved aside then leave me behind. I thought that I’m going to collapse. Good thing that I remain my stance.

Before going back to the living room to bring their foods, I reach a cup of warm water and drink it all up. Then I realized, I must prepare myself every time he’s near me.

" Here are the foods sir. " I intentionally emphasize the word ' sir '. I don't want to do such things that can start his anger towards me. As much as I can, I want to avoid his so called ' punishments '.

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