Snow song: cold villainess dreaming of peace

When you're in your forties, you're the last person to believe in miracles. My life was terrible and my death stupid, but I still desperately hoped that I could survive in the end. But I died. I was supposed to go to hell or just disappear. But what should I do with the fact that I was reborn in Otome-a novel that I once read out of curiosity at the request of my niece, who was obsessed with such things? But not only did I end up there, but I am the main villain, the cold and beautiful Snezana Veronika sneznaya, adopted by a family of Dukes at the age of ten, who is an inveterate bitch and the main opponent of the gentle and beautiful main character, for whom everyone Drools. And everything seems to be fine, although given the future that awaits me if I follow the Canon, no, but what to do with the fact that I am not a Princess and I do not have noble blood, and I live in the middle of a snowy Wasteland, the end and end of which is not visible? Here I am considered a Cursed child and hated only because I can control ice and snow. Just because I have ice magic doesn't mean I'm a bad person. Although if you continue to mock me, I will change my views. "It's her!" It! She wants to take it from me! "Hey, I didn't give up your Prince for nothing!" Why are you so insistent on this?! "My dear lady, would you like to go out with me?"! "Please, your Highness, the heroine is in the other direction!" Why are you looking at me?! I just want you all to leave me alone! What kind of love? People, I'm over fifty years old! How can I find love in an Academy where even some of the teachers are old enough to be my sons?!