:Why?!:

Stella Pov.

I can't believe this. He's Sigeweard? I can't help but slightly believe that. It would explain his ears and tail. But why would be want to fight my dad? I don't understand.

Well, no point in arguing with myself about his might as well watch them fight. "Now is that any way to speak to your big brother hm?" What? Sigeweard is my...uncle? "Grr, I don't care if your my brother or not, Sig. where. is. Stella?!"

huh? doesn't daddy see me, I wave my arms around but he still doesn't see me. Hm that odd, I don't see anything that would make it hard to not see me. Unless Sigeweard cast a spell or something without me noticing which is highly possible since I can't really use mana yet.

Wait maybe that's what the pollen was before. Hmm, I wonder. Not paying attention to them anymore I stand upon the rock and reach my arms up towards the sky. Ok breathe you can do this, I close my eye and focus on the nature around me.

I start to feel something warm and soft coming closer to me, but not close enough 'Come here I won't hurt you' I voice out in my thought, shutting my eyes tighter I concentrate hard. Come on! I can feel you but I can't touch you!

suddenly and without warning, A huge gust of wind passes through the field directly to me, halting my dad and Sigeweard fight. "Where did that wind come from?!" I can bearly hear anything anymore besides the wind blowing around my body, so much of this mana is coming to me I can't stop it!

I scream out in pain "Ah!" whosever mana this is broke whatever was making me invisible to daddy, I yell again "Stop it!! It hurts!" "Shit Lou, we got to stop this before she loses control!" I can hear Sigeweard tell daddy. I force my eyes open, I'm not on the rock anymore.

I'm floating and getting higher, fast. panicking I start to hypoventilate as my vision starts to blur, No! I can't pass out yet! Think what can I do to make it stop. Dammit! I don't know any chants or spells to help me. "Stella!"

daddy yelled, looking down I can see daddy and Sigeweard trying to get closer to me, But because of the wind, they can't get any closer. Think!! I close my eye again.

[Stella] a voice abruptly echos through my mind, along with it a presence that feels familiar.

'Whos there?' I ask

[it's me, Stella. I know you have questions but right now you need to repeat what I say]

I can I trust him after what happened last time, with no other choice, I nod hoping he can somewhat see my response.

[Ok, say. Eviempar Ignieris. we'll speak again soon. till then my star]

Before I can rebut his presence in my mind is gone.

Ok, this better work. "EVIEMPAR IGNIERIS" I hope this works I'm getting tired fast. After those words left my mouth suddenly A tangle of golden particles surrounds me,

This made daddy and Sigeweard stop moving and a look of Awe and shock is etched on there face's.

"How does she know the Axiya language?" I hear Sigeweard say. Finally, I can sleep. Before the darkness takes me I feel a pair of arms catch me.

(After Stella's Spell activated)

After Stella said that spell, almost immediately the wind stopped.

She started to fall down fast. Before Her father could even move Sigeweard gets there first and catches her Lou breathe a sigh of relief, and marches right over and take Stella from him.

"Now tell me why did you take Stella?" Lou asked Sigeweard

"I wanted to see my only niece, But you and Elle wouldn't let me see her. So I kidnapped her" Lou could only stare at him at this point, in shock and disbelief.

Taking a deep breath "Ok Sig that's still no excuse for sealing my child, Elle's most likely worried sick about Stella"

Lou turns around and starts walking home. Leaving Sigeweard standing there with a big smile on his lips, After Lou is long and gone.

He lets out a low but deep chuckle and starts to walk deeper into the wood around him.

"Hm, look like I'll be paying 'Them' a visit now...sigh."

Stella Po.v

Why is it so dark in here?

Why can't I feel anything?

And why, why do I feel so alone..?

I try to move, but my arms feel like lead. After a bit of struggling, I slowly open my eyes and see I'm in some kind of black space.

"Hello?" I call out. But no answer. Well, at least this gives me some time to think, What was that spell I said earlier? I believe Sigeweard said it was Axiya language.

I don't know why, But I feel like I know it from somewhere but I can't remember where from. Sigeweard must know something about it, After I get out of here I have to find him.

After what seemed like hours passed the darkness started to fade and something I didn't want to see again appeared... My old home in my past life on I wish I could forget forever. The scene before changes again, I see my old school, next the park I would go to when I couldn't go home.

The scenes keep changing, till it too much for me I shut my eyes tight "Stop...I don't want to see this" I sob loudly wanting this to stop. I can't...I can't handle seeing this anymore. All of the dark memories of that place are coming back and I can't stop them! I sob louder and harder

"Please! stop it! I don't want to remember anymore!!"

I scream out in frustration, anger, and in sadness. But they don't stop, no they keep coming, over and over again!

Maybe this is what I deserve?

I am after all a mistake, I wasn't wanted there and I probably won't be here with my new family. I continue to sob, feeling every last ounce of strength leave me,

Feeling hollow again

. Just like before I got here, I can't help but close my eyes and just lay there floating in this space. Feeling nothing but sadness and loneliness...

"I just want to be loved...Is that too much to ask..?"

I mumble out softly, the feeling of sleep taking over me greatly...With that, I fall back to sleep waiting for the nightmares that have evaded me since the last time.

I wait but nothing is appearing, only the sound of running water and the wind blowing is all I hear. And the feeling of something wet by my waist.

Why would I be hearing this? Why do I feel wet? I slowly open my eyes and see...The night sky? Why would I dream of the sky? My mind can't make any sense as too why I would want to see this...

turning my head, and see a small stream running down what seems to be a hill or cliff of sorts. Looking up, I see that I'm at the bottom of this cliff that would explain why I feel wet I must have washed upstream.

I slowly sit up. I think this is where I ran from Sigeweard last time... But that would explain why I'm still down here...I stand up but my ankle gives out on me making almost impossible to stand.

Shit! I just had to sprain my ankle! Giving a big huff I move away from the water's edge. Great! now I can't even move to get out of here, I can only wait and hope maybe 'Him' or Sigeweard find me...

Sitting here for over an hour and still no noise other than the bugs and water near me, some more time passes. I start to feel lonely again... I close my eyes and start to hum softly trying to comfort myself be out here alone.

"The mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom, And his tongue shall speak judgment."

I slowly start to sing louder.

"Blessed the man who resists temptation, Since he with striving, shall receive the crown of life. Lord fire divine, have mercy"

singing louder, I start to pour all my feeling and emotions into it. Not caring anymore if they find me or not, the only thing I can do now is sing my sorrows away

. "O how sacred, how serene, how benevolent, how lovely, O lily of purity!"

singing the chore, I feel someone approaching me but I don't dare stop! I keep singing.

"Lord, fire divine, have mercy... O how sacred, how serene, how benevolent, how lovely, O lily of purity!"

I feel tears running down my face and I finished my song of Sorrows I whisper the last few words... so quietly that even I could hear them anymore.

"O how sacred"

They get closer.

"How serene, how benevolent"

They are right infront of me but I still don't open my eyes.

"How lovely,"

My voice cracks a bit, But I keep going determined to finish my song of sorrow.

I take one more breath

"O lily of purity..."

my voice waves on the last word...

(song Elfen Lied, Lilium)