1 :Where Am I?:

unknowPov.

I don't deserve to be loved by anyone. For I'm a broken human from the beginning, who shouldn't know love for the sins I have done, this world will be a better place without me, It's only taking me 16 years to figure it out, Too long if you ask me. For that I'm sorry. And if you wondering why I'm thinking this, I have nothing to give to anyone, nor anything the only thing I can give is myself for which is not enough and will never be. For most of my childhood, I've been hurt by my family and who I thought were friends, but never we're to begin with. For them, I wish happiness and a fulfilled life, full of the love I know I can never get or deserve. And no nobody could help me when it was needed most in my youth. And for this, I don't blame those who couldn't help or try for your efforts were wasted on a broken and Empty Soul that couldn't be saved...And lastly I wish to thank those who loved the real me, not the one I wanted everybody to see on the outside, but the one that hid on the inside. The crude, silly, and downright sweet soul, who was lost to this cruel world we live in....and For them I'm grateful you made my short live happy and full of smiles. with that last thought, I let the darkness in and finally I was gone... I hope they will finally be happy knowing I won't be there to mess up their lives anymore. I-I think I'm finally happy now I feel free and at peace with my self...Why do I feel so warm? Whys do I feel cramped? I don't know how long I've spent in this dark but warm place, but I started to hear people talk and for once I'm not scared I feel safe and...loved by the voices I hear...maybe I'm finally going insane here, well at least I'm warm. Suddenly and without warning, I felt Pain all over my body or soul whichever form I was in, I wanted out of here I tried to move but I couldn't. After for what seemed like hours I was Pull to a Bright light, I Felt cool and wet at the same time. Suddenly I wasn't cool anymore I was warm in something soft and fluffy I tried opening my eyes but found I couldn't next thing I know I'm in a part of what felt like hands cradle me, I hear a woman's voice " Hello there my sweet little Stella" Stella? whos that? shes not talking to me...is she? It took's me a few seconds to realize I didn't hear the baby anymore, did I just get reborn?! Hows this possible?! I thought this stuff was made up never did I think I would be reborn let alone in a strange place. Next, I see a man coming over to me and my new 'mom' " Honey shes beautiful, Hello Stella I'm your daddy" My 'dad' finished with a smile and lightly strokes my cheek in a soft and caring manner. I don't respond in any way, I just look at them not blinking or making any sound in the slightest. Their faces change from one of love to ones of worry and concern. "doctor what's wrong with her?" My mother asked the doctor looking down at me. I don't cant understand what language their speaking, the only thing I can understand is my new name, Stella. To lost in my own thoughts I didn't notice I wasn't in my mother's arms anymore. Snapping back into reality I see I'm on a table I blink and look at the doctor in question. Tilting my head ever so slightly, The doctor was in shock to say the else. "Um I don't see anything wrong with Stella, but I did notice her mana is unusually low, even for a newborn" Mana? what's that? I've never heard of it. "should we worry doctor? will she be able to function properly?" I can barely hear my mother ask with slightly worry laced in her voice. I feel my eyes getting heavy and yawn. "Looks like someone's sleepy come let's put Stella in her cot" I hear mother say. with me in my soft warm cot, the last thing I see is father kiss me goodnight. "Sleep well, my little star" and with that I let darkness invade my vision pulling me into what I thought would be a dreamless slumber, But it was far from that. I open my eyes I see that I'm in a field for flowers blowing gently in the soft breeze. Confused I glance around and see no one but me and the flowers. "like the view here, little one?" I jump and turn around, looking for the owner of the voice I just heard, but I see nothing there. "I'm over here my dear child." I turn to look at the field, I can see a huge oak tree that wasn't there before. Upon a closer look, I see a person sitting there gesturing for me to come over. I reluctantly start walking over towards the said person, "Um..who are you and why am I here" I ask slowly coming closer and closer till I'm finally standing right in front of them. Looking at them this close I can tell that they are male he has a very sharp jawline, piercing green eyes and soft brown hair. A deep chuckle brings me out of my small daze. "Don't worry dear child, I won't harm you. Far from it, I'm here to answer the questions plaguing your mind now why don't you sit down so we can begin?" I hesitate but sit, keeping my head down I aks. "who are you?" I gulp and slowly look up to meet his gaze I freeze, he's already looking at me.... "well to answer your question..I'm no one but I'm someone too, does that answer your question, my dear?" A confused look comes to my face, I do not answer him I only tilt my head and smile. "Hm..why do you smile? I gave you an answer that should have made you mad, yet you smile like you know my true answer." Now he's confused. I know who he is, he's the one who answered my soundless cry for help. I slowly move closer to him. He gives a confusing look. "why ar-"before he could finish speaking I give him a tight but gentle hug as a thank you for giving me a chance to live again. I whisper in a small but soft voice. "Thank you" He froze, but slowly he returned the gesture. "Your welcome my dear star" I remove myself from him and ask. "what did I do to deserve this?" I ask genuinely confused as to what I did for this to happen. "well my dear I can't tell you that or it won't be fun anymore, Now why don't we enjoy this view for a bit hm?" I nod and close my eyes thinking What do I look like now? I get up and head over to the small lake. Looking at the surface of the water, and I see a girl with long purple hair, and bright clear silver eyes wearing a pure white dress that stops at the knees, looking back. I blink and she blinks, "I look pretty" "yes you are my dear." I Look back at him and smile spinning around giggling like a fool. Next thing I know I'm in a pair of arms. "well looks like someone waking up, well I'll see you next time..."