Chapter 1

Okaasan!!!! (Mom) Don't go, don't leave me..

Okaasan!!!!!!!!!

Woaahhhhhhhh, uhhhhhh.. my head hurts....

A dream? Again?

Since the day mom left, i always have this kind of dream...

Alone...

the more i dream like this, the more i felt alone

Darkness are embracing me...

i look at the clock, 4:30 am

still early to get up...

i close my eyes and decided to sleep again

Ring ring ring....it's already time to go home,

school is really boring

i always spaced out in the class, i never find it interesting, just always felt exhausted to do anything...

everything about this world is damn boring...

i hate my life.... i wish something new/good happen....

heading on my way home....

3 kms. away from home... i stop walking in front of the cherry tree, leaves are falling,

it's so beautiful.....

Flashback

when i was young, i used to play here with niisan ( older brother )

we're watching the flowers to bloom and fall together,, it's been 8 years since the last time i saw him.... i missed him so much

niisan ( he used to be my elder brother) but not blood related..his the son of my step father in his first family ... we became close to each other... we rely on each other....

i wonder how is he now?

when i will see him again?

nissan don't have any idea that i have feelings for him... that i love him ...

i love him so much... his the most important people to me...

i don't know when i stop seeing him as my older brother, it's just happen... i realized that i'm already inlove with him..

(kazuhiko residence)

Tadaima ( i'm home)

Huh? eh? Nis--s-aan????

looking into each other

nissaaaaaaaaaan... screaming while running towards him... i missed you so much....

Good to see you again... kaori-chan...

you've grown so much... your so beautiful as ever..

eichi-san said....

You too nissan.. your so gorgeous and tall now...you look like a model...

Hahahaha ... still have that great sense of humor kaori-chan....

kawaii (cute)

Hai,hai , lets cut out this greetings now...

kaori... you should go upstairs and change clothes....

you too eichi, i know your still tired from your flight..Get some rest and i'll wake you later if dinner is done ...

(kaori-chan thoughts)

nissan is here...i'm so excited... i'll spend all my vacation with him....

hmmmmm... i wonder if his sleeping now, i want to barge on his room, like the old times....

staring on their picture... does nissan have a girlfriend now?

for sure his popular in his school...

many girls are dating him...

thinking about it ,, hurts me..

shrug shrug...

how i wish... his mine

(Eichi thoughts)

it's been 8 years, she's grown bigger now... grown to a beautiful lady...

those eyes, long hair and sweet lips... she's really beautiful... her cheerfulness ... everything suits her perfectly... i wonder, if she's still the same like before, a kawaii little girl who always rely on him... i love the idea of being needed by her....

years passed... i haven't seen her for a long time, talk to her for the past 8 yrs .... but my feelings for her never change... it growns bigger instead...

i love her...

i lover so much ...

Going to kaori"s room...

knock knock knock...

kaori-chan????

it's open... maybe she forgot to lock the door...

she's sleeping....

i stare on her face... i want to remember every deatails of her....

i kiss her for head ...

nissan?? she said

she grabbed my hand and pulled me down...

our lips meet ..

her lips are hot .. she put her hand around my neck. ...

i hugged her back...

i give the most passionate kiss i can offer...

i love this girl more than anyone....

we kiss each other passionately...

she moaned...

Nissan...

I saw tears in the corner of her eyes...

Daisuke...(i love you)

i love you Eichi-san!!!!!!