2 grief

it was a normal Monday morning, I ate breakfast said goodbye,and went to school. as usual it was boring. whene I got home at 5 something felt... off. I did not know what it was at first but as I stepped into her bedroom I knew why. I couldn't move, I was stuck staring at the horrifying scene before me. the person who raised me, the person who loved me unconditionaly, the person that gave me everything and more, was dead. she was sprawled on the bed, soaked in blood. I ran outside my hands shaking as I quickly called the police and waited. it felt like hours as I paced outside waiting for them to show up. I soon saw redand blue and as they pulled into the driveway I could not take it any more and started crying. I had been holding it in for so long. as they asked me what was wrong I could not speak so I pointed twords the house. they pulled me to a near by car and tried to call me down. as I was about to speak a officer who went into the house came over and whispered something into the other officers ear. the officer then proceded to to put me in his car and drive. I peered through the rearview mirror. I could see my moms window feeling as though someone had ripped my heart. we got to the police station and they put me in a room with a cold metal chair. then a blond lady walked through the door with a gentle smile on her face. her apperance was clean and her voice comforting as he said "hello". she then proceeded to ask me questions. i tried my best to answer the questions. it was hard, talking, I mean she just died. I had many questions as well, like "will you catch the person who did it" or "were will I go now" but of course I did not say it. when's she was done asking me questions they said "your aunts here". as I walked out, I was greeted by my aunt and uncle. I was overwhelmed with anger and sadness, as I could not have done anything to save her. if I could not have her with me any longer I did not want to be here either. I now live with my aunt, uncle and my two cousins. we buried her next to dad last week, and soon ill be their too.