12 "Please forgive me.."

I wake up to the smell of fresh cooked food, I stand up and start to head down stairs "Nathan?" Once I get all the way down stairs I walk into the kitchen and look at Nathan who is cooking some sort off food "Goodmorning Kitty~" He turns around and smiles at me "W-What are you doing?" He notices my slight worry about being near him "Im making food in hopes youll forgive me.." I sigh "I dont think I can-you scared me and even though I know why you did it, it still hurt me.." I start to run back up stairs but he quickly grabs my wrist and pulls me into a hug "Im sorry.." I hug him back while he holds me tightly "I love you Nathan" I mumble quietly so he cant hear me "Ella...do you want to go to school today?" I look at him and smile widely "Yes!" I start to jump up and down in happiness then he grabs my wrist and pulls me back up stairs" nathan-?" once we get into his room he pushes me on his bed "You sure you want to go to school, If you go youll miss out on this~" he slowly starts sliding his hand up my thigh, I pull away "I want to go to school" He grabs my arm again and pulls me towards him and he kisses me "Fine you can go tomorrow..alone." I kiss him back then hug him tightly "You are coming with me. please." he pushes me away from him "I thought you hated me.." I tug on his arm "I don't hate you.., but please come with me ill do what ever you want me to just come with me." He slightly smirks but I ignore it and hug him tightly again and he sighs and hugs my back tightly "Good girl." I start to stand up pushing him away from me so I can get up "Im hungry.." he points to his pants "You can eat me" he says in a joking tone but I ignore him and leave his room and walk down stairs into the kitchen and finds an Apple and I take a bite of it then he comes down stairs and looks at me "I thought you were going to make food or somthing.." I roll my eyes at him then sit down and continue eating my apple quietly "Oh come on dont ignore me." he sits next to me and makes a silly face trying to make me laugh but I manage to hold my laugh in "Can I go to school today?" I say in hope he says yes "No." he stands up again and starts to walk away from me "Why!?!!" I slightly raise my voice then he quickly turns around and looks at me "Excuse me!" he walks up to me makes my stand up then grabs my throat and pushes me to the wall holding me against the wall "You do not raise your voice at me!" I roll my eyes trying to ignore him "Nor do you ignore me and roll your eyes!!" He says in an angry tone then lets go of my throat and grips my wrist tightly and pulls me upstairs quickly "Slow down Nathan" he ignores my works and once we get into his room he pushes me down to his floor and stands over me folding his arms while I try not to cry "Get on the bed now!" I dont want to make him more angry so I quickly stand up and get on his bed huddling in a ball on his bed "Stop being a baby!" his tone gets slightly cold while he grabs my wrists and hand cuffs them to the bed post then he sits at the end of the bed not touching my legs "I dont want you to go to school...so your going to stay handcuffed until I fill like letting you go." I start to cry once he says that but instead of caring he gets up and walks out locking me in his room leaving me alone and a few hours later I cry my self to sleep