25 25 Destiny

I have been waiting for my man to come home, but he was to busy in these streets. Lately he has been trying to keep an eye on some bitch and he is too focused on this hoe. I try to stay strong while he is out there. I won't know if something could happen to him. The streets is where a lot of people get robbed or even killed. I don't want that type of situation to happen. I've seen it happen a lot to people I know.

When I met my man, he wa nerdy as hell and I would have never thought he would be one for the streets. He always had a book with him where ever he went. He was a big book worm. I never really understood what he saw in books. I thought I was doing what was best for my man when he started working in the streets. I thought he would stay in the game for a little while and it's been about 4 years. I think that he should get a regular job, but when he's been in the for a few years now and he is coming home less and less each night. It seems like he is more focused on being in the streets than being at home with me and the kids.

I know he is trying to do what's best for the family and what best is to keep us out of the shit that Alex has plan. I know that Alex is up to no good and I don't want my man to be apart of it. I explained to him more than once that Alex was no good and that it wasn't a good idea to be friends with that bitch. All I know is that bitch better not get my man arrested over some bullshit. But if it gets to the point where he does get arrested, I would make sure that everything is taking care of my man and the household. I really don't want to be the woman who has to take her kids on a weekend visit to a prison to have the kids see their dad or I don't want to explain to my children why their father is in jail.

I was so far into my thoughts that I didn't feel my man come behind me and kiss me the way that he did. I snapped out of it because I didn't want him to start asking me questions about what was going on in my head. By the time came out of my thoughts my man was standing right in front of me.

"I have been calling you for two minutes trying to figure out what you want for dinner." Mike said to me.

"I'm sorry baby I just got caught in my own thoughts about this whole situation with your so called friend Alex." I said to him.

"What do you mean you been thinking about the situation with Alex. How do you even know about what's going on." He said to me.

"You act like me and Alex haven't been friends since we where in grade school." I said to him.

"You are not supposed to know about the shit that Alex has going with her ex girlfriend. How did you even hear about it." He said.

"I heard about it from one of your little friends