1 TROUBLE

"All you need is fake smile. Why? So no one can notice broken you really are, and how this pain hurts."

CHAPTER 1

Trouble

I'm here right now in my class sitting at the second row near at the window.

I was listening to the music, to think and to easy wind and to be free in the reality that we people live in this world fully and extremely dark and deep woods. The reasson music is my medicines for my sadness. A queer feeling off, and something that you really want to escape in the reality though I'm always asking myself why people easily discriminate the other. Infact that they don't have enough information for what they doing as if it is very necessary.

I just want you to know Things are hard but we can get thought it. Because we are kind, smart, sweet and we all choose kindness. If you having trouble on something don't afraid to aks for help unless it's a test! If you're a hard time. just tell them how really you feel and maybe they can make you're day much better.

Why does society ask you to be yourself? Only to judge you when you act like yourself?

Do you believe in "Don't judge the book, by it's cover."

Absolutely yes, we can't easily judge them na Kung saan Wala tayong Alam at Wala tayong basehan sa Kung anong mayroon sila at Kung ano Ang kayang nilang gawin.

Because no matther tough it gets, remember that tommorow is a new day. Maybe tommorow won't be so good either, but a better day is coming soon. No matter how bad it gets, no storm can last forever. The sun always shine again. Also, without the rain there would be no rainbows. Try to fucos on the positive and and block out the bad.

In the middle in my deep thoughts suddenly someone grab my airphones.

"Yes?." I said.

"Dismisan na, tayo nalang Ang naiwan dito oh."

Pag tingin ko sa paligid oo nga at kami nalang Ang naiwan dito. Ganun nalang ba kalalim Ang pag iisip ko at diko na namalayan dismissan na pala. sigh!.

"By the way, I am lucell Santiago." Pagpapakilala niya.

Ngayun kolang siya nakita dito. Maybe transfere I guess...

"Marsel." Tipid Kung tugon.

Agad agad niya anong hinatak palabas ng aming klase. Hindi niya manlang ako naka react dahil mabilis ang pangyayari.

"Hey,! Whatcha doin' to me? And where are we going.?" I gasped.

"Sssstt.. don't ask and follow me instead."

Myghod, this girl is getting into my nerves. Sa gitna ng aming paglalakad. I noticed that there are so many people roaming around and also the view was quite good. Hindi Rin Kasi ako pamilyar dito. And I have no time to tour around inside this university.

We suddenly stop in somewhere.

I was amazed at this place and it's quite pretty. I was curious Kung paano niya Alam Ang Lugar na ito.

"Hey, where-" bago kopa ituloy Ang aking sasabihin inunahan na niya ako.

"Ofcoure, I know this place thy I'm always here"

"So, do you mean that.?"

"Kung Ang iniisip mo na transfere ako Then...it's a no.. Gaya nga ng sinabi ko I'm always here and I considered it my tambayan."

"Oh. Well, Ang ganda nga ng Lugar na'to the view was quite pretty." I said while roaming around the view.

Today is a sweet day, so cool, so calm, also The wind was fresh.

Then we sat in the bench. Wala ka talagang makikitang ni isang kalat Sariwa Ang hanging Hindi Rin dito mainit dahil maraming puno sa paligid.

"Wait- bat di manlang Kita napansin sa klase.?" Naguguluhan Kung tanong.

"Ah, Yun ba. I'm one week excuse Kasi, And it's family matter."

"Okey." I reply.

"You know what? marami akong naririnig tungkol sayo na kisyo daw snobber ka maarte, Pero di Naman ako naniniwala sa kanila. your so pretty kaya. maybe. there insecure to you cause your almost perfect. Like omygoshh!"

I am not the type of person na mahilig makipag socialize at Wala Rin anong interest sa mga bagay bagay Sanay Naman akong mag Isa Lang at walang hasle. And I am not at the circle of friends. Yes you have a friend but the question is totoo ba sila sayo? nasayo ba Ang loyalty nila? Minsan Kasi nakikipagkaibigan sila for the sake of the fame. For the sake of them. May iba pa nga, they using you. And when you're not around they'd talking behind your back.

I remember back then, my best friend Lucy betrayed me. And It's really hard to earn trust again..

And it's really unfair when people put you in situation as if it's your obligation to forgive. When you are under pressure to accept an apology that only came after the wrong is done. They tend to forget that some people apologize not for sincerity. But for convinience.

I smiled at her...Dahil di ko alam Ang isasagot ko sakanya. This person is quite interesting she's talkative and hyper Yung di ka mabobored pag kasama mo siya kwento ng kwento na Kung ano ano.

"Alam mo ba? This place is very different from the other. I was discovered it Nung first day ko dito school. Then,naghahanap ako na mapagtatambayan at para narin makapag libot libot then suddenly dito ako napadpad."

Hinayaan ko nalang siya na magkwento. I'm not in the mood right now to entertain.

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"I'll go ahead." Tugon ko sakanya. Someone texted me.

"Aww Sayang naman Okey...Balik nalang tayo dito next time Marami pa naman akong ikukuwento sayo at itotour pa Kita." She said while her face written with sad expression.

Dali Dali akong pumunta sa parking lot at sa pag mamadali ko may nabangga ako. Di nako nakahingi ng pasensya dahil may tumatawag sakin and I'm in hurry.

Kringg. Kringg.

"Oh shit! Yes, I'm on my way." Papasok na Sana ako sa aking sasakyan then.. I felt that someone- shouted at me.

"Are you blind!? You just bumped me and yet you did not say sorry for what you did." He said with full of anger in he's voice

Oh shit! What I have done.

When I turned around I was just hyptonized fucking shit! So damn handsome. Okey did I just admire that stranger. goshh...stupid self this is not you!!

"Look, I'm so sorry.okey." I uttered with sincere.

"Such as stupid." Sabay Sabi niya bago tumalikod.