1 Where's Vernon?

? POV

.. It all started on a saturday evening. I switched on the TV hoping to find a good movie to watch. as I scrolled through something caught my eye.. or should I say.. someone. I stopped scrolling as I stared at the person through the TV. It was a guy. He was dancing.. his moves were so smooth and powerful, "woah" was all that could escape from my mouth. He started rapping and his voice was raspy and clear, all I could do was watch him dance and listen to the lyrics. My ears perked up when he said "become the subject of your own life". as he said that, my mind drifted off to when my mum told me she wanted me to be a doctor.

//FLASHBACK//

" Yah!! I received your report card, and do you know your score??? you didn't even pass any of your science classes! How are you going to be a doctor this way?? Your brothers and sisters are all doctors and nurses. They are also good looking. But you? You are neither good looking nor smart! You are such a disgrace to this family!" my mother said out of anger and walked out slamming the door as she flung my report card on my table.

//END OF FLASHBACK//

I murmured to myself "subject of my own life, huh.."

I stared at the TV again and saw the names of the boys that were dancing with him. I studied their names and faces making sure not to mix them up.

"Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin Min yoongi, Jung hoseok, park Jimin, kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook..." I said in a low voice nodding slowly staring at.. Jung Hoseok studying his features. He is good looking, admirable, he has talent.

I sighed softly getting up to use the bathroom. As I entered the bathroom, I stopped to look at the mirror. I stared at the mirror for a brief moment and quickly looked away because I found my appearance totally disgusting. I never had the guts to look at the mirror because whenever I did, I saw my worst nightmare, which was my ugly face.

I teared up a little and looked at the floor talking to myself "it's not fair.. I'm so ugly. I hate myself.." I walked out of the bathroom and passed by the living room but stopped and stared at the TV, muttering "become the subject of your own life huh?"

As I said that, I went into my room and changed to a black baggy trouser with a black top that says 'fuck the society' and a black boot. I wore my chain and put on a black baseball cap. I walked out of my room with my hands in my pocket. As I got to the living room, I switched off the TV and walked out of the house, going through a dark alley and walked towards a club near the alley.

As I walked in, everyone turned to look at me and the music and cheering stopped. My eyelid that was down was now up as I stood on a foot, my hand still in my pocket as I asked "where's Vernon?".

It got extremely quiet and I lowered my eyelid until someone broke the silence. "Noona!" I raised my eyelid showing a small smile as the big figure ran up to me and lowered his head for me to Pat. I patted his head softly and ruffled his hair a little. "how has my lil bro been?".