2 chapter 1

It started in 8th grade she started hanging out with the popular kids they adored her for her beauty and her jokes and her laughter her laugh was so beautiful and so cute she stopped hanging out with me cause she was popular and I was the quiet kid that everyone hated or feared or bullied I was just so shy and scared of what people might say and look where it got me, without her with loniness since we lived only a block away from each other I would walk down the road at night and stand right in front of her house looking at her window and knowing she would never come out to see me and I knew that everyday after school I would come home read a book or do my homework and then it would reach nightfall and I would walk right by her house everyday and one day when I was walking by her house a boy came out of the house and she didn't have any siblings so It was weird then I noticed that he didn't look like a high school student he looked at least 3-4 years older than her and then when he was heading out he kissed her and she looked like she didn't enjoy it and it looked forced onto her and then when he turned his back to her I was going to turn away but then I noticed that as soon as he turned his back she wiped her lips so fast and her face looked disgusted and she look at his back with disgust and anger my thoughts were that they were boyfriend and girlfriend and they broke up and he forced his way back into her life and she couldn't do anything or that he has laverge for her to stay with him and as soon as I turned away he looked at me I felt his piercing eyes on the back of my neck and it felt so sufficing like I couldn't breathe I was stuck and then he came walking towards me and said "you're disgusting she'll never like you emma" I turned around so fast in shock and I couldn't say anything cause I couldn't deny it I loved her so much and I was so embarrassed that someone found out that I love her from the bottom of my heart to my soul and I will never forget what he said after.