she's kinda like a tsundere

trigger warning ! verbal abuse, depression, anxieties, racism, and body shaming etc. in bad there's always good, but i can't really say that she's bad. i'd prefer to say that she's rather reserved, cold, arrogant, mean and well fiesty- or is that the same thing? perhaps my attraction and infatuation towards her had really made an idiot, a blind eye to reality's cruelty. but hey, she's also very sweet and loving, she may not look or act like it but she really is! although she sometimes way go too overboard that she triggers me. am i really in a good situation or am i really just tryna make myself claim the emotional pain that i have gotten used with from being a child. this is absolutely stupid. oh right, where are my manners! i'm arliegh parker and this my story— well ours, actually.