3 Alone

Li hua barely remembers how she made it away from the church. she wandered for hours without a destination or realizing where she was, all she felt was pain, emptiness and realizing she was alone. Li hua was drowning in despair and her broken heart was like an anchor pulling her farther down into the dark abyss of pain.

Being betrayed by the only people who she loved and trusted in her life and who she thought loved her too was worst than being beat to a pulp.

The feelings were tearing her innocent heart apart. To think all that time she wasting worrying about them they just used her as a tool or something to play with and then abandon when done or tired of her. The only thing a brokenhearted person can do is reminisce and reflect on their past.

Then Li hua accepted the fact that she was indeed too naive to pay close attention to the signs. There were times where Bo he was cold and refused her touch but she thought that all was because he was stressed with having to bare the responsibilities of running a company. He would say he was to busy to talk or visit her but she tried to be an understanding girlfriend and fiancee.

Or another time when she saw her best friend and her boyfriend out shopping together. She ignored the nagging feeling that something was off between and came up with excuses.

'Maybe they just happened to bump into get other .' She even was slow enough to think that her best friend was just looking out for her , I mean who doesn't want their best friend and boyfriend to get along.

Pretty much all her life she was alone until the Bo he and Ling ming showed up. Final she thought she could have a family to call her own but that was snatch away from her like her mom and dad. What ifs are starting to float in her mind. ' What if I don't deserve to have a family or people to love or be loved by.' 'what if I was destined to be alone.' ' What if I wasn't so naive then I wouldn't have to go through all the pain.'

She was so absorbed in her painful thoughts and wasn't paying attention to her surroundings or the change in the weather.

It starts raining heavily but she still doesn't feel anything. While she's being soaked with raindrops that feel hard as hail when having contact with skin. She crosses the road and as speeding car hits her at 100 mph and flies across the road. Landing 10ft away from the spot she was walking on.

As she felt pain invade her body and her heart start to beat slower by the second. whilst her breathing is turning shallow she looks to the sky and says in pain ' If I was blessed with a second chance from the heavens I will, with every fiber of my being make all those who hurt me pay ten folds more. Then I will become the best version of myself with no one to dictate my life to their use."

The light dies away in her eyes as she uses her last breath, it's like the heavens took pity on this poor creature who lived a life she didn't deserve.