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Aminah.....,

My beauty sleep had been immediately disturbed by a small yet loud healthy cry. It was around 5am and the second time Canon woke me up for hunger. It was a little irritating doing this by myself but I chose too. There was no way Wardell and I would share the same bed again. However a part of me loved every second of this mom thing I just started doing.

To my surprise, Ryan and Riley were both curled up next to me In the bed. Canon's cries were getting louder by the second so I quickly wiggled my way from in between them, grabbed his small baby bag, and headed for the door. As I made my way downstairs, I could see Wardell sitting at the kitchen counter on his laptop completely distraught. His eyes widened when he saw me entering the area he was in.

"M-morning." He stuttered horribly trying to hide his face.

"Good Morning..... hold him for me." I yawned tiredly and slowly scurried closer to him. He watched me carefully as if he was afraid I was going to try something.

The baby wailed louder after leaving the comfort of my chest. Once he got comfortable against Wardell's chest his wails turned to whimpers and then silence as I made his bottle. Wardell held him so close to his chest that even I was a little jealous. He watched me carefully shake the bottle a couple of times before testing its temperature on the back of my hand.

"I-I'll feed him for you..." he held his hand out nervously.

"I-It's okay. You look kind of busy, I don't want to bother you too much." I awkwardly stretched my hands out for Canon.

"You sure you're not tired?" He stared me down the way he used too when he was searching for my true reaction.

"I'm not tired." I lied straight through my teeth and tried to give him a refreshing face. In all honesty, I just didn't want to be in his presence too long. Wardell stared at me for a while longer before taking the bottle out of my hand slowly.

"I got it." He looked away from me and popped the cover off. Canon's tiny mouth started suckling on the nipple slowly and eventually his eyes started to close.

"I'll just wait so I can change his di-

"It's fine, I got it. Get some sleep." He finally looked me in the eyes with a serious worrisome expression.

"Ohhh, alright." I bit my lip nervously and placed the wipes in my hand on the counter. When I left the kitchen he followed behind heading to the living room.

I couldn't help but watch Wardell take care of his son. It was the most adorable thing to see him with a baby. A part of me started wondering off about him acting the same way with our own baby. Canon snuggled closer to Wardell and I couldn't take my eyes off of them. My thoughts were cut off by Wardell voicing his thoughts to me.

"I could feel you watching me you know." My face went red and I awkwardly responded.

"Sorry I got caught up in my thoughts." I chuckled to myself before rushing up the stairs.

"You can stay down here if you want, I won't speak and I won't bother you." He sighed heavily. That sounded like a good deal to me because I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep well knowing the girls are gonna have themselves all over me.

My feet slowly led me back down the stairs toward the opposite of the couch he was seated on. Our eyes met for a split second and we both looked away. The baby whispered slightly, irritated with Wardell's movement and flat muscular chest. As the baby started to cry again, Wardell stared at me for help. I scurried into the kitchen and grabbed his diaper and ointment. As I changed Canon, Wardell's eyes never left me. It was almost as if he was relearning everything he already did with the girls.

His eyes on me kept me nervous and Canon's cries died down after he felt the dry diaper on his butt. It took me no time to put him against my chest and rock him slowly. In a matter of seconds his eyes were back to blinking rapidly and feeling on my breasts. Wardell chuckled at his son's way of falling asleep.

"You're just like your old man huh? You need to hold her to go to sleep too?" He laughed a little to himself not realizing he let that slip in front of me.

"Y-you can hold me if it helps you sleep. I-I... I don't mind." I spoke softly feeling a little bad that he couldn't sleep without me.

"Sorry, I didn't realize I said that out loud." He covered his mouth in embarrassment while his skin reddened.

"I'm saying it's okay too." I bit my lip staring at Canon while he breathed softly. Wardell gave me a weird look before he laid his head on my lap and wrapped his arms around my thighs.

It'd only been a couple hours and I missed the feeling of him all wrapped around me like a pretzel. His stiff body made me lean back and relax so that he'd get comfortable soon. I watched as he moved around restlessly then I remembered there was one more thing I always did that helped him sleep. After positioning Canon on my chest comfortably I rested my free hand on his head and stroked his curls as softly as I could. Just like the baby, in a matter of minutes he was out. Eventually, I too, was knocked out along with them.

Around 7:30, Canon was up and whining again. Wardell was still sound asleep and wrapped comfortably around me. I had to pee and make this boy a bottle or he was going to start making real noise. In a little bit, Sydel would be coming to bring the girls to school and Wardell would be On his way to practice. I groaned before removing Wardell's heavy self off me and laying the baby on the couch.

I made the baby a bottle and as I fed him, I rushed back to my room to wake up my sleeping beauties. Riley has already been sitting straight up on the bed watching cartoons and Ryan sprawled out in a deep sleep.

"Goodmorning Babyyyy." I gave her the brightest smile I could. She smiled back tiredly and rushed over to wrap her arms around me.

"Morning Mommy." She yawned loudly as I kissed her forehead.

"Go brush your teeth." I gently ushered her out the door before placing Canon right back in his bassinet. Waking up Ryan was the real work.

Ryan fought her sleep heavily the whole time I tried to wake her up. She pouted and whined but I made her stand up and get some energy by walking around like I always did. "Goodmorning Lovebug, we are late. Come on.." I sighed leading her to the bathroom.

After a good 20 minutes, both girls were fully dressed and hair was done. The only thing left was to give them some breakfast. Ryan and Riley sat at the table waiting expectantly while I poured them some cereal. There was a knock on the door that Was expected to be Sydel since she always comes 10 minutes early. She greeted me with a bright smile and some Dunkin' Donuts.

"You are absolutely the best." I sighed embracing her tightly.

"I can't be anything less." She joked.

"So grateful to have you around right now. oh my gosh." I laughed causing Wardell to shift on the couch. That's when I remembered about the baby also laying on the couch.

"I heard about Canon. So he's staying with you now huh?" She Gave me a pitiful smile.

"Don't give me that look. I feel like it was going to happen anyways. I'm guessing he already told you everything huh?" I chuckled irritated with Wardell's big ass mouth.

"Yeah, you know I'm the first person he runs to for advice. But it's kind of not that bad, you get to do the mom role you wanted." She gestured to the girls and the baby.

"I guess that's slightly true." I chucked along with her.

"Yeahhh... and what the hell is he doing on the couch?" I rolled my eyes.

"Long story."

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After Sydel left to take the girls to school, it was only Wardell, Canon and I left in the house. I knew Wardell had practice in a little bit so I decided to let my pettiness go and do our normal morning routine. I grabbed the extra bassinet in the living room and placed it by the kitchen entrance so I could see Canon no matter where I walked. It took me about twenty minutes to make a quick spinach frittata with sausage and all the other stuff I normally put in there. Wardell woke up to the smell of food cooking and rushed toward the kitchen.

"What are y-

"Hurry up and shower, it's 8am." I spoke quickly trying to avoid any real conversation after last night. For the first time in a while I had a lot of shit to do.

Wardell kissed Canon's forehead and gave me a confused look before shooting upstairs to get ready. It was the start of a new yet awkward beginning for everyone. After I finished cooking, I ate my Dunkin' Donuts and waited for Wardell's return to the kitchen. In the middle of making Canon's bottle, he startled me by yanking the fridge. My body jumped so high I held my chest.

"My bad I didn't mean to scare you." He choked on some water trying to hide his smirk.

"Yeah yeahhhh. It's fine, I'll live." I fanned him off while shaking the small bottle of enfamil and water.

Wardell watched me for a small moment then opened his mouth and closed it as if he had something to say. Canon started to wail and I rushed toward him in a hurry to get myself out of the kitchen, away from him and his wandering mind. From in the living room, I could hear him downing that whole pan of frittata and drinking the tea I made him. It was only about 8:30 so I knew he'd be leaving soon as well. Canon finished his bottle and knocked out in my arms again. I slowly carried him back to the bassinet by the kitchen entrance then began to make Wardell's lunch. The first thing that came to my mind was a sandwich.

"Hey... what kind of sandwich you want for lunch?" I tapped his broad shoulders. He looked up at me with a mouth full of biscuits.

"Tuna's fine." He scrunched up his face the usual way he did when he didn't really want something.

"Just tell me what you really want?" I groaned annoyed with his half assed responses. I knew that he didn't want to ask for too much since we hurt eachother the day before.

"Are you sure? I don't want to bother you Minah...." He sighed. I gave him a death glare and gestured for him to go on.

"Fine... can I have that meatball marinara thing you always make?" He looked back down at his plate and ate the last few spoons in a jiffy.

"Sure...." Wardell watched me carefully as I maneuvered around the kitchen with ease. I got out my three favorite containers and started his lunch.

"....You're lucky I have leftovers because I was not about to cook that shit right now. I have too much shit to go today." We both tensed at my words. He looked up and scratched his head.

"Like what?" He slowly stood up and started washing his dish.

"I have to buy some things for the baby. There's things he needs that's not here for one. Two, I have an appointment and I need to go grocery shopping. Then after that, I'll probably pick up the girls and do homework and playtime with them either before or after I cook. A pretty busy schedule if you ask me. And maybe laundry." Wardell's eyes widened in amazement for a moment.

"That's a lot..." He chuckled and slapped his black card on the table. "...make sure you treat yourself too."

"I don't need your card I have my own." I slid it right back to him and Wardell rolled his eyes.

"Just take the card Minah." This was the usual fight before I was forced to take his card to go about my day.

"I said it's fine, Wardell." He grabbed the card and tucked it in my hoodie.

"You know how this goes." I gave up annoyed and pushed him away with the palm of my hand on his chest. It still makes me hot when he's too close.

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes as an awkward silence fell in the room.

He left leaving me to place the meatballs and sauce in one container, lettuce and etc. in another and two hero's in another. I placed them in his huge lunch bag and filled his bag with 3 core water bottles and a couple of gatorades. I even managed to put some healthy snacks like fruits and nuts. At this precise moment I realized I didn't make the girls any lunch and started to speed up quickly.

I bolted through the kitchen and whipped out two more containers and their lunch bags. It was only nearly 9am so I still had enough time to get ready and stop by their schools with food. I made some fast tacos with their favorite stuff on them and placed the containers to the side. I grabbed two caprisuns and two mini waters and separated them among the two. Just then I grabbed some fruit snacks, cookies, applesauce, and chips and packed them in their bags accordingly. Today might be a little rough.

Wardell watched me squirming around in the kitchen and laughed a couple times to himself. In the midst of rushing upstairs he kept watching me so excitedly like he did every morning since we moved in here. I ran to my room and stripped right away. The shower was on warm and it felt great against my body, yet I had no time to enjoy myself. In about five minutes I jumped out the shower and rushed to my closet only to bump into Wardell's tall frame. I fell back and my towel dropped from around. To my surprise, I became very self conscious around him when it wasn't needed. He stepped back and turned around to spot me with my legs open and my wet body teasing him.

"My f-fault Aminah." He averted my gaze but somehow kept peeking at my vagina and my breasts.

"It's alright." I groaned leaving the towel on the floor and searching for my clothes in the closet. It was a pretty breezy day so I chose to go with some leggings a windbreaker and my Nike sneakers.

Wardell couldn't take his eyes off me. This was the moment where we'd probably have sex right before he leaves for practice but I doubt that'd be happening between the two of us for a long while. As I bent over in front of him innocently searching for my undergarments his manhood was busy creating a tent in his pants. I ignored him as much as I could before he put his hands on my waist and pulled me into him longingly.

"I'm not doing anything to you, I promise. Just let me hold you for a little bit." He groaned and pulled me closer to his body. His breathing was heavy and his hands went from being wrapped around me to sliding down the curves of my body and gripping my ass.

"Are you done?" I rolled my eyes hiding my red face.

It was hard not to reciprocate the energy he was giving me. My lady parts were already ready for him, I bet he knew that as well. Wardell slowly pulled away. His eyes were darker then usual, almost as if he was undressing me with his eyes. My body started to heat up and Wardell slowly tried to peel himself away from me.

"I can't help but think about you." He roughly turned me around and bent me over the dresser. I began to blush unknowingly while he ran his massive hands along my body. It took everything in me not to react but for some reason, I wanted him to continue.

"Y-You're going to be late." I stood up quickly turning around. Wardell's eyes fell on my hard nipples right in front of him.

"That's fine by me." He grunted taking one of my breasts in his hand and the other in his mouth. I closed my eyes enjoying the hot feeling running through me.

His kisses made their way down to my wet mound. He slowly kissed around my vagina, playfully nibbling at my other set of lips. My heart sped up when he grabbed both of my thighs and spread them widely making me lean into the dresser. I started panting expecting him to attach his lips to my clit. Wardell looked me straight in my eyes and slowly began to devour me. My legs started growing weak with every flick of his tongue.

I let my back rest against the mirror and my legs on his shoulders. Wardell sucked on my tiny button making me moan louder and grab into his head. It was like no matter what we went through I couldn't deny his dick. Wardell kept his eyes on me as my legs started to shake uncontrollably. We both knew how close I was to climax. He quickly pulled away with my juices dripping from his chin and pulled me into a deep kiss.

"Ohhh fuck." Wardell moaned in my mouth while he shoved his thick shaft inside of me. The feeling made my legs quake more.

He wrapped his arms around me and carried me straight to the bed. He held my legs up and started drilling me while rubbing my Clit. I moaned loudly enjoying every second of this bliss, forgetting about anything I had started up with Tristan. As my legs got weaker and my climax became dangerously close Wardell got on the bed pushing himself further into me. He held my body against his and buried his face in my neck, never missing a beat or the pace he kept while rubbing it. He knew exactly how to make me cum quick, when my body felt helpless.

"Who's pussy is this?" Wardell grabbed both of my hands and placed them above my head. He was hissing and grunting making me even wetter. My moans got louder and hastier.

"I said who's pussy is this?" My eyes started rolling around as my clit throbbed ready to cum. I wrapped my legs around Wardell's waist and he went harder all while rubbing my button at the same pace. My body started to crumble underneath him.

"F-fuckkk. I-it's yours Ward-dellll..." I shrieked pulling my hands away from his and digging them in his back as I came all over his hard dick. Wardell moaned out squeezing my thighs as he came inside me. He laid sprawled out on top of me nowhere near ready to get up.

"I-I'm Sorry Minah..." he sighed hugging me tighter then he ever has.