13 Reassurance

Wardell.....,

After Aminah and I got home last night I just cuddled on to her for the night and went straight into over thinking everything. Waking up this morning was no different. Aminah was sound asleep holding me on her chest comfortably and all I could do was listen to her soft heartbeat and wonder how and why I had to fall in love with her so quickly.

It had only been a couple months with her and I just grew to love her in every way possible. She was nothing like Ayesha. From the second day I met her, she met my kids and treated them as her own. Shit, she treated me like I was her nigga since the moment I met her. She's goofy, smart, seeing her mad is cute and I love how she tries to take care of me all the time. The sex is just fucking amazing. I already seen her emotionally vulnerable and physically vulnerable and vice versa and she already acts like a wife so imagine the way shed act if she loved me. How can you not fall in love with the woman?

I just cant understand why saying what I said made her act the way she was acting. Shit making me feel weird and irritated and I don't like the feeling. I didn't mean to say that shit out loud last night either so this situation was already making me feel awkward as fuck.

Her breathing got a little lighter and I felt her shift a bit underneath me. After sleeping with her for almost 6 months I knew it meant she was about to get up. She made a soft moan and slowly moved stretching her arms. I felt her sigh before her hand softly stroked my head. I didn't want to move from where I was but I knew she liked to go straight to the bathroom in the morning. I quickly moved from on her chest and sat up against the headboard.

Aminah glanced at me then leaned over to kiss my forehead. "Feeling any better?" She stroked my face and hugged me a bit.

I inhaled her sweet scent and just let out a deep breath. She didn't understand how much I felt for her. I nodded my head a little to answer her question then pulled away from her grip awkwardly. She glared at me confused and sighed heavily before heading to the bathroom.

My morning wood got a little harder watching her walk to the bathroom in my shirt. It didn't take long for her to brush her teeth and come back to me. I was staring at the ceiling forgetting that my dick was standing in the air.

Aminah walked out the bathroom and climbed right on the bed staring at my dick. "Someone woke up feeling a lil happy." She chuckled and grabbed my shit and I grunted.

"Aminah you don't have too you know...," She looked up at me and tilted her head to my crotch before pulling my boxers down and slowly licking from the base to the tip.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath while she started slowly sucking on me. I grabbed her ass that was up in the air and groaned. ".....shit Minah." I grunted.

I watched her swallow me while every time she went back down on me. Her mouth was moving up and down in a crazy way I could barely handle it already. She held me in her mouth, it felt so good, super wet and warm and tight.

"Shit Minahhhh. Just like that." I couldn't help my moans. I put my hand on her head and watched it bob up and down my dick. The feeling was fucking great. I felt like I was in the clouds.

She choked a little on my shit then she got back to sucking it clean. I grunted and laid back. My toes were curling up and I was trying my best to hold back my cum.

She was literally sucking the cum out of me because no matter how hard I tried to hold back it was coming right out. I held the her head with one hand and put the other behind me. "G-Goddd."

Amina smiled at me with spit and pre cum on her lip and I just can't believe how nasty she is for me. It made my dick harder. She licked from the bottom up and slurped on my tip before she started deep throating me again and I could barely hold it in.

After a few more minutes I had my eyes shut close, and I was breathing hella hard. Her mouth was like super wet, warm, and tight pussy. I creamed a little in her mouth and grabbed her head. I could feel myself preparing to cum.

She started sucking on a sensitive ass spot and I just couldn't hold it anymore. "F-fuck Amiyah right there."

I moaned and curled my toes. I felt it coming up and I just let go all in her mouth. Amina kept sucking and my chest felt tight. She's trying to kill me. My body was shaking weirdly and I never felt that before. Then what I least expected happened. I came again in her mouth and on her face.

"F-fuck." I grunted a little embarrassed.

She was wa smirking and licking my cum off her hands and face. She's every bit of nasty and I love it. After the way I came I didn't want to move an inch.

"What you want for breakfast Wardell?" My eyes went wide.

"Enchiladas." I sighed feeling extremely good.

"Ok babes I'll be right back with some okay? Don't move."

I didn't know how to feel. She even sucks my dick like she loves me. I did nothing and she's bringing me food, it felt so good to be cared for. Aminah met my very need and I wanted that to myself.

It barely even took her any time before she came upstairs with two big ass enchiladas and a cup of juice. "You'll get tea after you finish this, okay?"

I nodded and she kissed my forehead. I couldn't help but fall more in love with her everyday. I decided to wait before I confronted the situation we were having. I needed this good treatment to last a couple more days.

Aminah...,

Wardell sat there chomping down on the enchiladas deep in thought. I had no clue what he was thinking about right now but I knew it had something to do with how I'm acting toward him.

He's probably wondering why I do this every morning for him. Or why I treat him way better then I treated Rupert. Or why I show him so much of the personal sides of me. It's almost how I used to feel about Rupert. When I realized how deeply I felt with him I always treated him like he was special. I'm just trying to figure out if that's why I can't help but treat Wardell so good.

I knew I liked him and his witty charm but I also love his dick and I love his personality and his smile and everything . I'm just Not ready to admit it to him because once they know they have you in deep they start treating you like shit.

As soon as I came back to reality Wardell had already finished his plate and gulped down his juice. "That was quick " I laughed and he smirked at me.

He been so quiet since he got up this morning. He even said I don't have to suck his dick. I wanted too though. We both can't deny it either.

Wardell put the plate and cup on the nightstand and pulled me into bed next to him. "Can you just stay right here for a moment?" He sighed and pulled me into him and laid on my chest.

I could feel my heart racing. I loved having him all up under me all the time. I never had that with Rupert. He held me but it was never like this, so loving and so adorable. I couldn't calm my racing heart but I did find his small brown curls in between my fingers.

He snuggled closer to me and I held him closer and just played in his hair and caressed his face. I adored his features so much and everything about him. Wardell was holding unto me in a way I wasn't used too, almost like he needed me.

I loved the feeling of being needed, almost like he wanted me around at all times. He aimlessly drew small circles on my waist with his thumbs.

Just relaxing and holding me close. About a couple minutes later he was right back sound asleep on me. And I loved every second of it.

But I would never admit it though.