3 Chapter 1

There is a complete silence that one can even hear a pin being dropped. The grey haired cannot understand what he is hearing. One second he and his brother were arguing over some stupid thing and the next second he is hearing Jeongguk, his own brother confessing him that he loves him!? Did he heard right or was he imagining things? He looked into the latter's eyes which was begging something from him but what? There was a hint of desperation in them but he is no condition now to understand anything. On the other hand Jeongguk was shocked. Shocked with his own sudden confession but he admits that after speaking out his feelings he is feeling light and relaxed. Like there was a heavy rock on his chest for years which has been finally lifted. But the fear of losing his Jimin is also present there. He knows that now Jimin will hate him and shun him away for forever. He is soon going to loose his love, his hyung. "Y-You are joking right?" Jimin finally spoke. Hoping that whatever just happened is just a joke and nothing else. "No.....hyung. I am not." replied Jeongguk helplessly. Tears which were brimming his eyes are now finally cascading down the cheeks. He knows nothing will be same now. He knows he shouldn't have opened his mouth but he don't regret it at the same time. He was already tired. Tired of hiding his feelings for years and seeing his love going to someone else instead of him. For once he wants to be honest with the latter. "Do you realize what you are saying Jeon Jeongguk?" Jimin shouted thinking his brother has gone crazy or something. "Yes hyung I do." "And why are you pretending like you never noticed?" He asked stepping closer to Jimin who took two steps back startled. This action of his shattered the latter's heart into pieces. "What do you mean?" Jimin asked confused. "Who kisses their brother hyung? Who looks at their brother like I look at you? Have you ever seen anyone behaving near their brother LIKE I DO NEAR YOU?" Jimin's eyes widen. Is he that oblivious? Why didn't he realize this before? Sure Jeongguk is too affectionate with him but he always thought that it's because the latter loves his hyung so much but again who kissed their brother? He wants to laugh at his own obliviousness but cry at the same time. How did they end up like this? "And don't forget that you kissed me back hyung. Which means you like me too." "No" "What?" "No I don't like you Jeongguk. This is ing insane. We are brothers and you cannot love me. No." he shook his head aggressively. "Then why did you kiss me?" Jeongguk asked hurt by the words of his hyung. "I..." Nothing. He cannot think of any excuse as to why he kissed the younger. Is his brother right? Does he have feelings for Jeongguk? No. This can't be possible. "What happen hyung? Why you got silent?" Jeongguk asked stepping closer to Jimin which made the latter startled again that he want to move but the his brother caged him to the wall by keeping his arms on both sides. "I love you hyung. Can't you accept the fact that you love me too? I know you do. I can feel it." He whispered and was about to attach his lips with the elder but Jimin pushed him harshly and glared at him while pointing his finger. "You have lost your brain Jeon Jeongguk. This is impossible and no I don't love you and never will. You are my brother so accept the ing fact and throw out that rubbish of yours from your brain. I will be in my room and don't come to me until you get over with that idea of yours." He spat and walked into his room leaving a shocked and hurt boy behind.

Meanwhile a boy is running on a street while crying crazily. He has a son? He is married? The child looked exactly like him then he must be his son. Are the only thoughts running in his mind. Is that the reason he doesn't want to be with him? How can he hurt him like this? All those moments, all those kisses have no value? Oh how he wishes to rewind the time and never know anything but that won't change the fact. Fact that Min Yunki was never his and never will. Is this their faith? That they will never be together? He keeps running and running having no idea about where he is going. Surprisingly he reached his house and quickly ran to his room before falling over his bed and crying his heart out.

Yunki stood frozen on his spot until Hyunki's whining brought him back from his thoughts and he takes the boy in his arms. He knows that Taehyung has got the wrong idea. He knows that now he have to tell the later everything. But is he ready? And why does he care? If he won't tell the truth then Taehyung will remain with his misunderstanding and will probably leave him alone. Isn't this what he wanted? That Taehyung leaves him and live his life happily? But then why is he feeling a need of explaining everything to the latter in hope that he won't leave him. Why is he feeling the need of keeping the boy near him? "Yunki? Who was there son?" Mrs. Han voice made him snap back from his thoughts again. "No one Mrs Han." He doesn't want to tell the truth or she will keep asking him many question. "Oh Hyunki? You are awake? What I told you about coming out of your room, child? You are still not fully healed and you should rest in your room." Mrs. Han scolded the small kid in Yunki's arm making him pout. "I missed appa." He whined. Yunki sighed and pinched one of his cheek. "And what I told you about calling me appa?" He asked playfully scolding him." "That you are uncle Yunki and not my appa." The kid pouted sadly. "That's right. Now what my champion wants?" He tickled him making the later squeal in laughter. "I want chocolate pancake!" The kid exclaimed "Uh huh? Fine. You go into your room and I will cook that for you." He replied. "It's OK. I will cook it. You can spend your time with him. After all he misses you a lot when you are not here." Mrs. Han said and he nodded walking into a room and carrying the kid with him

After spending time with the kid for a while Yunki decided to finally leave. "Take care of yourself son." Mrs. Han said while he was putting on his shoes. He smiled and bowed to the lady before walking out. I hope that he is at home he thought and starts walking to his car. After few minutes of driving, he reached his destination and pulled up his car before stepping out. He locked his car and starts walking towards the entrance. As he entered he saw Taehyung's boots in the corner which made him relaxed. He removed his shoes beside the latter's and made his way to the locked door. He knocked few times but got no reply in return. "Taehyung?" "Go away." Came a muffled scream which he heard clearly making him sigh. "Tae please let me explain you everything. It is not like what you are thinking. Pease Tae open the door." He tried once more. "There is nothing to explain. You lied to me." Came Taehyung's crying voice from inside making him sigh again. "Please Taehyung at least let me explain for once. Please baby." He didn't realize the slip of the nickname but someone else did. The petname made Taehyung blush that he stopped crying. He got up and slowly walked to his room's door before opening it. Yunki's eyes fell on the younger as the door opened. He noticed his red puffy eyes, pink nose and swollen lips must be because of biting. "W-What you want to explain?" Taehyung's voice cracked at the end trying to control his tears which are threatening to fall at any second. Yunki walks towards the boy to hold him but the latter took few steps back which made Yunki sigh. "Can we sit and talk?" He asked to which the latter nodded. They both walked to the bed and sat down with Taehyung leaning his back on the headboard while Yunki in front. "He is not my son." Yunki started explaining making Taehyung's eyes widen. "B-But..." Taehyung was perplexed hearing what the elder said. "He is your brother's son?" You guys cannot imagine how happy and relaxed Taehyung is feeling right now after hearing this but there is still something which is making him confuse. "But he called you..." "I know." Yunki sighs and looks on the ground. "I-It's because I exactly look like my brother so he likes to call me that, sometimes. Mostly just after he wakes up. I don't know the reason though but cannot stop him in order to not hurt him" Taehyung frowned. Yunki never told him that he has a brother. "I didn't know you have a brother." He commented "Where is he now?" He asked further. Yunki sighed before speaking and looked into the younger's eyes. "He is dead." Taehyung's eyes widen. Although there was no sign of emotions on the latter's face, he can still see the tears in his eyes. The pain, the loneliness and something else he can't put a name on. Seeing the older this vulnerable he quickly hugged him. "I am sorry hyung. I am so sorry." It was then when the tears started streaming down Yunki's cheeks. He hugged the boy in his arms with same intensity and cried on his shoulder. He finally lets out all the built up emotions in the form of tears. Taehyung kept mumbling soothing words in the latter's ear until he felt him sleep but still then he didn't let go instead made him sleep on the bed and cuddled him.

It's been almost an hour since Namjoon is waiting for his boyfriend. He doesn't know why he is having a very weird feeling in his gut. Like something bad has happened. He hopes it's his imagination but the passing time with no sign of Jin is making him feel anxious. "Is he OK?" He speaks to himself. He tried to call the latter for the nth time but like rest this call also went to voice call. I will take a taxi he thought and waits to see some taxi. After finally getting one he told the driver his address and they start moving. Suddenly his phone rang making him startle and when he saw his boyfriend's name flashing on the screen he sighed in relief and quickly answered the call. "Hello?" "Umm the contact says Joonie. Are you the Joonie?" a lady's voice came from the other end making him confused and worried. "Yes?" "Do you know Mr. Kim Seokjin?" "Yes, he is my boyfriend." "I am so sorry to say this sir. But your boyfriend got into an accident and he is in Seoul Hospital right now. You are the last person he called so we decided to inform you first. Please come soon."

Jimin and Jeongguk are running into a hospital and finally to the receptionist. "Kim Seokjin" Jimin spoke panting. "Are you guys related with the patient?" The girl asked and they both nodded. "Yes we are his friends." Jeongguk replied to which the lady nodded. "It's room number 137 sirs." They both quickly ran and searched for the room. After searching for minutes they spotted Taehyung who is hugging Yunki tightly while crying. And Namjoon who is sitting on the bench parallel to them staring at the wall in front with an emotionless face. Jimin and Jeongguk quickly ran to their friends. "W-What happen?" Jimin asked. When Taehyung heard his voice he lifted his head from Yunki's chest. That's when Jimin realized how broke he is looking. His whole face is swollen and the tears are not stopping from flowing. Yunki is sitting silently but his face is red too and his eyes are wet. Namjoon seems in the worst condition of them all. It's like he is numb. There are dried tears on his red and swollen face and he is only staring on the wall ahead lost in his own thoughts. "H-He is in the ICU." Yunki replied and Taehyung started sobbing loudly. Jeongguk couldn't stop his tears looking at his friends in such a situation. He quickly walked to Namjoon and sat beside him and hugged him tightly while crying in the crook of his neck. While Jimin sat beside Taehyung crying on his own.