22 Chapter 19

Jimin has not come to cafeteria yet and Jeongguk don't have enough courage to go and search for him. He very well knows that the older now despises him and won't like seeing him one bit. Though he cannot stop himself getting worried for the latter. "Yah you idiots! Here I keep talking and you assholes are not even listening." Hoseok glared at both the maknaes lost in their own thoughts. "I was listening hyung" replied Taehyung while sighing. "Oh really tell me what was the last thing I said?" Hoseok said while raising his brow and crossing his arms over his chest. "That....That you want to dye your hair?" replied Taehyung receiving a look of disbelief after from Hoseok. "What? Wasn't it?" Taehyung asked confusedly getting a sharp glare from the oldest of the three and a snicker from the youngest. Hoseok rolled his eyes "Then you tell me what you were saying." said Taehyung. "Never mind. Tell me what you guys are thinking about instead. It looks like you both just came back from a funeral." Jeongguk sighed and banged his head on the table lightly. "Nothing" He mumbled "Jimin is not talking to him." spoke Taehyung earning a glare from the youngest. "Still? Why? What exactly had happened between you guys?" Hoseok asked Jeongguk who turned to him and sighed again before pouting "Nothing" "Sure Jimin likes to act like this for nOThing." Taehyung scoffed "Will you please stop bitching and shut your damn mouth?" "Won't hide the fact that you hurt my Jimin." Both the youngers glared at each other. "He. Is. Not. Your. Jimin." The younger growled making Taehyung roll his eyes. "He is my best friend so I have some right on him and I care about him unlike you." "Just fucking focus on Yunki hyung will you? It seems like you still didn't win his heart. What would you say about that?" The smirk on the younger's face irritated Taehyung and he almost shouted when Hoseok stopped both of them. "What the fuck you guys think you are doing? When will you stop arguing like kids with each other huh? I thought you guys started getting along. Gosh I am so done with you both." "I am sorry" Jeongguk mumbled without looking at the other two. "I am sorry too. My mood is really off today so I just dumped that all on you. I am sorry." Jeongguk nodded. "Why? What happened?" Hoseok asked "Yunki hyung happened." He pouted. "Yesterday he told me he doesn't want to do anything with me and asked me to stay away from him. We were doing so fine then I don't understand what suddenly happened. I thought we are progressing but guess I was wrong." "I came back to square one or maybe worse than that." "Why don't you try to talk to him again?" Hoseok suggested. "Why is it always me who wants to protect our already non existent relationship? I am tired of being pushed over all the time. No matter what I do he always rejects me. And this time he made it so clear that there shouldn't be even friendship between us." "Argh! I know sometimes he can be a bitch but you cannot give up now. Maybe he is going through some hard time and we all know how he pushes everyone away when he suffers." Taehyung nodded. "I'll try to talk to him today." Hoseok smiled and ruffled his cousin's hairs who whined in protest. "And Jeongguk, don't hesitate to share your problems with us. We are your friends and we are always ready to help each other OK?" Jeongguk nodded and gave a light smile to Hoseok.

The classes soon got finished and Jimin and Jeongguk came out of their dance class with Jimin walking a few steps ahead of the younger. Jeongguk's body is itching to go near his hyung but he is scared of getting murdered by him. "Hey guys!" Hoseok walks to both of them "Are you guys up for meeting Jin hyung?" "Of course! I really want to meet him." Jimin said smiling lightly which brought a smile on Jeongguk's face too. Oh how much he missed his velvety voice. It's like his ears were thirsty without that melody. And that smile? Sure it's not his favorite crescent smile but it's still Jimin's. Every smile of Jimin is beautiful except fake ones. The ones he gives when he tries to hide his pain. The one he gives to pretend that he is strong. The one he had been giving in all his previous classes today. Jeongguk always wants his hyung to be genuinely happy and not just pretense. But the irony is that he himself became the reason for his hyung's tears. "Gguk?" "Huh?" He snapped out of his thoughts and looks at Hoseok who looks at him confused. "I have been calling you for a while but you seem lost somewhere. Are you OK buddy?" Jeongguk nodes "So are you coming with us too?" "Where?" "To Jin hyung. Me Jimin and Tae are going to meet him now. You joining?" Jeongguk looks at Jimin who is looking at random people passing by them and ignoring both his brother and Hoseok, and then back to Hoseok before nodding again.

The light tickling feeling of soft plump lips on his face brought Namjoon out of his slumber. A light smile spread on his lips and he pulled the boy in his arms even closer earning giggles from him. "How're you feeling now?" He asked opening his eyes to look at the beautiful person smiling at him. "I am fine now." Jin replied nuzzling his face in the younger's chest. "Good. You hungry?" He asked and chuckled when the older looked at him with sparkling eyes and a bright smile before nodding vigorously. "Fine. I will order something light and healthy OK?" The latter again nodded before Namjoon broke the hug and picked his cell phone from the night stand and ordered food for both of them. As he cut the call the older crawled into his lap and started leaving light kisses on his neck. "I had heard that." Seokjin spoke making the other confused. "Heard what baby?" "Everything you said. When .. I was.. In coma" he spoke between kisses. The black haired stopped kissing the younger before looking into his boyfriend's eyes. "I consider myself very lucky that I have you as my boyfriend. Thank you for loving me Joon. Thank you for always being there for me." "You know that no one can stop me from loving you and taking care of you. I will always be there until you get bored of me and stop loving me. And even after that I will always be there for you." "I can never get bore of you Joon. You know that you are my life my everything. I can't live without you so stop expecting that you would ever get freedom from me." Namjoon smiled and slowly planted his lips over other's in a sweet tender kiss.

Their moment soon got interrupted by the doorbell. "I will check it." Namjoon said and gave a final peck on other's lips before getting up from the bed. He walked out while managing to hit the nightstand with his foot making his glasses which were kept on it fall down and broke. He smiled at the older sheepishly making the other laugh. "Just go!" Jin said and Namjoon quickly left from there after mumbling a small sorry.

"Oh it's you guys" He welcomed his four friends inside. "Make yourself home. I am going to call him" They all nodded and made their way to the couches on the living room while Namjoon walked into his bedroom and sees Jin is picking up the shattered pieces of the glass. "Hyung!" Namjoon screamed and rushed to his boyfriend making the other flinch. "I told you to not do anything then why are you doing this? I told you to rest right? Leave it I will do it." The older rolled his eyes. "Oh come on Namjoon. I can do it. I am not that weak and besides I am just picking up these shards and nothing else." The younger looked at his hyung sternly making him sigh and drop all the shards on the floor before standing up. "I hate you." "I love you too." Namjoon smiled cheekily earning a scoff from the other. "By the way. Our friends are outside. They wanna meet you so get ready." The pout of Jin's face soon replaced by a bright beautiful smile. "Really? I missed those people a lot." he said and walked to his cupboard.

"Hey guys!" Jin said as soon as he entered the living room with Namjoon following behind. "Hyung!" Jeongguk quickly hugged him making Jin chuckle and he cooed at the younger's cuteness. "We missed you a lot hyung" Taehyung said after Jeongguk broke the hug and hugged the older. "I missed you guys too." "Yah let him sit. He needs rest." Namjoon said making Jin hit his shoulder before rolling eyes. "Oh Jimin you are here? Where had you gone? You know how worried we had gotten?" Namjoon said making all of their attention go on the said boy except Jeongguk who is looking at his shoes in guilt. "I-I am sorry hyung. I won't do that again." Namjoon nodded. "By the way where is that grumpy grandpa? Doesn't he want to meet his hyung?" Jin asked to which Taehyung pouted. "He ditched his classes again." Hoseok replied sighing like he is really tired with the said person's acts. "Seriously? When will he start taking his future seriously? He needs a good lecture from me I think." Jin said making all other except Taehyung chuckle. The doorbell rang again but no one heard as they all are busy in converstation except Namjoon who walked to the door and opened it and saw the food he orders has been delivered. He took the bags from the man and paid him before closing the door. "I am sorry guys I didn't know you people are coming or else I would have ordered more." He said walking back into the living room. "It's fine Joon. We are not that hungry." Hoseok said to which the maknae line nodded. "Still you guys have to share with me." Jin said and made others eat together with himself.

It's been three hours at Namjin house and most of the time Jimin is on the phone chatting with someone with a smile on his face. Jeongguk is not liking it one bit and is cursing mentally whoever that is chatting with his hyung. The thought that it can possibly be Rose is making him even more angry. He knows that they can't be together. Jimin can never love a girl but the fact that that girl has managed to gain most of Jimin's attention even more than Jeongguk and is the reason for that beautiful smile is stinging his heart. Why doesn't Jimin smile at him like that anymore? Why can't Jimin love him? Why they had to be brothers? The fucked up situation of theirs is driving him a lot crazy. He just wants to love the older. To be with him as a boyfriend but this fucking would be incest for the damn society. Namjoon was right. The world is not yet ready to fully accept the homosexual relationships then what gave him the idea that his love for his own biological brother won't be looked down upon? But now that he had managed to suppress his desires for the other a little then why the fuck life has brought this twist in their life? It was all going okay. He managed to refrain himself from thinking those thoughts about his brother and then one night. Just one fucking night has ruined everything. Not only his feelings have grown more but the relation between him and Jimin has also ruined badly. And to the point that it doesn't seem to get back like before ever. The laughter of the boys brought him back from his thoughts and he sighed averting his eyes from Jimin who still is on phone.