Chapter 10

Sean turns on the camera

"Hello everybody… Today I just want to tell you something that you wouldn't expect from me…" I take a deep breath in, I don't know how I was going to say this to all of my fans. I couldn't do it… I would let them down if I did, but it would hurt them more if I don't tell them, they will hate me, but still, I have to do it.

Then I had an idea. I could do a live stream, that way I can get this over and done with. I try to put a smile on my face, but my soul was in too much pain to even pull out a fake smile…

I shake my head, and I set up another live stream. Just as I was about to start the stream, I take another deep breath in, and start the stream. I close my eyes. This was going to be the most risky thing that I have ever done, as far as my YouTube career goes. Reopening my eyes, I see that 11,000 people were already watching the live stream. Surprised, I try to stop the tears from falling out of my eyes, but I couldn't hold it in any longer. They have to see the real me, I HAVE to. Even if everyone hates me after this.

I look up from my feet to see that all of my fans where asking me what was wrong in the chat. Then, the unbelievable happens…

Mark calls my phone… WAIT, WHAT?! Just to see what he was going to say I answered it, instantly regretting it. So, to protect myself I scream at the phone; "WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME MARK!? YOU RAN OFF ON ME AT THE AIRPORT! I GAVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE I WISH I NEVER DID!