1 Her Beginning

I died...

But, I have no regrets.

I'm glad to saw my twin older brother finally realised what the best thing for him. That is to saved him from the darkness that he had harbouring because of eldest brother mistake and made my twin have a quest of vengeance.

In the end, it was my and eldest brother's wish for my twin to live on the right path. A path where there always someone he can trust and will help him if he was in trouble.

I wonder what is my twin doing right now. The last time we met, I had managed to protect him from our enemies attack that was life endangering for him. That's the reason why I died. To protect my last family like what my eldest brother teaches me to do. Family is number one priority.

Well, he had become even more cold and slightly uncaring under training of that eternal life fanatic scientist, that scheming old warmonger, and our fake peace lover maniac ancestor.

But, I believe he will be fine. Because he still have that sweet idiot sunshine blond as a best friend or a brother and our kind yet broken teacher to light his way back to our home that my eldest brother love.

My job is now done, I finally able to let go that blood filled world with ease. I felt regret only for Mikoto-sama who always been by my side, after my eldest brother left me all alone in that forest. I, at least manage to fulfill my duty to serve him and finally relieved from the duty of a priestess. The job that had given to me by Mikoto-sama.

The duty that always hold my emotions so that it won't interfere with my job to serve him as his vessel. Because of that I almost forgot how to feel, but thanks to that idiot of blond. I found my emotions again even only tiny pieces. The love I feel for my family, too my beloved eldest brother who gives all he had for our village and to protect us on his own way, is the most powerful emotion that I only have before meeting that sweet idiot.

With that feeling I somehow manage to make friends that slowly blooms my lost emotion. I died, but I'm glad to be able to feel all my emotions again. Looking at my memories that flying across my eyes every experience I feel the sad, happy, stressful, frustrated, angry, nostalgia, fun, and many others kind of emotion. That I really don't know ever exists in my life at that blood filled world. I saw every flashback of my life.

Till what left is only darkness in front me. The cold but comfortable darkness that I used to. I won't mind spend my rest of my time in here. My time already over. So, it's the time for me to rest. But not everything went like what I hope.

"It's not done yet."

In the darkness I suddenly heard a deep loud voice that's definitely belong to a man. His voice remind me of Mikoto-sama when he transcend from outside me. Because I'm his vessel and he was my God that I have to serve.

"I finally found you."

The voice seems to be searching for me. He said it with a voice full of relief and worries. Did something happens to him that make him sounds very desperate.

"Forgive me..., but I must entrust you with this job."

After he said that I feel two light enter my body and it's feels warm and cold at the same time. I also slowly felt that my emotions begun to vanish once again.

'No, no, no! Not again! Please don't take away my feelings!' That is what I thought desperately as I seems can't speak in this darkness. I tried to clung to the emotions that slowly slipping away from my grasp.

"I'm sorry..., but you are my last hope. Please stay alive."

After that the voice vanished and I was left behind again with my emotions being suppressed. I was forced to feel this emptiness in this darkness like I used to. I was forced to wait in this darkness for so long that I feel awake yet asleep. My memory of my precious people is the only one that make me able to stay sane in this emptiness.

Then I suddenly saw light in front of me, I walked towards it and I'm out from the darkness only to be greeted by the world of light that so fuzzy I nearly not able to see anything. I once again heard a familiar language from the fuzzy pair of shadow in front of me.

"Dear, our daughter is not crying what should we do!?" This voice belong to a women and I can feel her concern for me along with her panic.

"Let me call the doctor! You wait here with Issei and Iva." That's is the voice of a man. He thought seems to be a calm person, I could feel his panic, his worry, and concerns.

Then I felt that my body being lifted by the women and I can heard a baby crying after that that crying right next to me. "Oh, look at you so cute and energetic. Try to share that passion to your sister will you. She's so quite, your mom start to worry about her." The women said as her panic slowly gone by the baby crying voice.

"Honey, I bought the doctor. Let him take a look." The man is back and pick me up only to give me to the fuzzy new man that covered in white coat. "Hn? This quite strange your baby already pick up selective mute. That make her can choose to speak or not. Just after she born this one is very smart baby. You don't have to worry about her just try to do something that can make her speak."

The man and women who I know now as my new parents said their farewell to the doctor that exam me. Mom then pick me up and start spinning me above her head in happiness "My Iva is a smart girl and she look a lot like her grandfather with black hair and black eyes."

Hearing that my body stiffen and I start to search for the energy that I used to know and I found them inside my body brimming with power that I never felt before, it's like my own energy just multiple on it's own. Did it has to do with the voice and light that I hear in the darkness.

But that's doesn't matter I have a new family to protect. With that the first time since I born in this new world I smile. My name is Hyoudou Iva starting from now.