19 Chapter 18

I shouldn't have trusted him...

Now I couldn't even get out of my room...

What did he want from me?

When I returned to the capital, the first thing I did was to find him.

He had received me. When I shouted at him hysterically, he had just smiled at me. With his predator like smile.

It overlapped with my previous life.

He wouldn't help me. All of it were lies.

What did he want from me?

I already suggested breaking off our engagement, why did he still drag my whole family in?

Why?

I trusted him.

I passed out after my hysterical fit.

When I woke up, I was in my room. My room when I had been Queen.

It's been 3 days. I was treated like the most honored guest, like a Queen even. There were novels, food I like. But I was not allowed to leave my room. He had not come to see me ever since.

Were you guilty?

I hoped guilt ate you alive.

No, that wouldn't happen.

He had no heart. No emotion. He was a monster.

I shouldn't have trusted him.

Guilt had already eaten me up alive.

In trusting him, I became a heartless monster just like him.

I was guilty.

It's all my fault.

--- Because of my unconditional trust.

All my fault.

---Because of my stupidity.

My fault.

---Because of my pathetic love.

Fault.

---I would never forgive myself.

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